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2010-08-22T22:54:00.002+01:00

Holy smokes.

I can't believe I'm actually checking my blog after not being on it for more than a year now. Ramadhan usually brings out the rajin you. Blame it on the short working hours and the waking up early. I usually find it really hard to go back to sleep after having a huge meal. So here I am, making a post after sahur :)

Recap from what has happened since my last post? (*does a quick check*). Crap! i can't believe the last one was early last year!!!

Attended Shell life in KL. Had a blast and met a lot of Shell grads from other countries. Sweetie came with me, it was awesome!
Got a house in Seria. No more commuting! woot! ok, that was a lie, I still commute, but only 3 days during the week, i stay in Seria for 2 nights. Too lonely to be living there.
Had training in SG, accompanied by my sweetie <3>
My 5 best girls got engaged!
2 of the 5 girls got married!
I quit my job in Shell cause i got a better offer from PB!!!! Now I am BANDAR based. Better pay and no more commuting OMG!
Had a long vacation with the family last summer and went crazy with shopping. A much needed retail therapy from all the drama.

Shoot. Can't believe a lot has happened in just a little over a year. It's no wonder i don't have time to even post anymore.

Revamped the whole blog. Wanted to make it more simple and much more neater. The last one was just so....Uni...So i think it's time to make a change. Going to add some gadgets here and there though. Maybe when i have some more time. Liat lah dulu :)

Ok. I'm starting to get a little sleepy now. Going to nap for 20 mins before i get ready for work. Ahhh bliss~ i actually have time to nap now! i usually need to get on the road in 20 mins before. teeheehee~

2009-02-02T09:22:00.000Z

One of the songs that is in my playlist right now. Keri Hilson rocks! :)

2008-12-30T12:56:00.001Z

This is so damn funny i should post it. and i thought i've got a really dirty mouth...but wonder woman makes me blush like a little school girl. she definitely takes the cake! hahaha.

2008-12-29T12:10:00.002Z

oh oh.... happy 1st muharram :)

in conjunction with that...one of my oldest buddies, ena..got engaged to her boo fathi today.

Congrats to them both on their engagement.

and en!! i love your rock!! its from Tiffany's!!!

Funnily enough..i was surfing around for rings at the Tiffany's official website yesterday. (NoOoo...im not getting engaged anytime soon - i'm just saying, there's no harm in a girl looking around for her dream ring cause nanti inda payah panic, i'll already know what i want, yes?)

and they've got this really pretty marquis shaped platinum ring. wahhh...so pretty. im not bloody picky...i don't hafta have the 1 carat one...id settle for the 0.5 carat one. *sighs blissfully* the best bit? it has the Tiffany label engraved inside the ring. how awesome is that? makes it even more authentic no?

pretty things are so orgasmic.

2008-12-29T11:56:00.002Z

Mizah damam :(

i hate this. The same thing happened the same time last year. I was coughing like crazy..and it sucked! I remember lugging a HUGE water bottle around brunei hall, wearing my sweater...and talking in my very sarut voice. and no it wasnt that sexy throaty kind of voice..it was that freaky exorcist kind of throaty.

thank god i don't have that sarut voice now though. But i still have the non-stop tickly coughs. This is one of the worst coughs u can EVER get. Hmpf.

The whole gang is planning to hang at Tini's place for new years. It's gonna be awesome since Tini has her own place. So we're gonna drag all kinds of entertainment there. the best part? we can be as loud as we want without pissing any of our family members off with our crazy laughs and shrieks. yeahhhh!!! hehehehe.

I still can't remember whether it's gonna be a potluck or a bbq. Hmm. But im planning to buy 2 buckets of KFC. That should be enough for the bunch of us. There's gonna be karaoke...bouncer (with the pool..woohoo!) and lotsa food.

karaoke + games + bouncer + friends = crazy fun

so we aint gonna do the whole cliche` new yrs thing where the youngsters get high on alcohol and drugs. Instead..we are gonna get high with euphoria. hell yeaaaa! im definitely gonna be prepared and bring panadol actifast this time. the last hang out sesh i had with the whole gang gave me a headache till the next day. bleurgh.

so im hoping to god that ill be better by the 31st.

please oh please let me get better :(

2008-12-28T12:11:00.002Z

If You were falling, then I would catch you.
You need a light, I'd find a match.
Cause I love the way You say good morning.
And You take me the way I am.

If You are chilly, here take my sweater.
Your head is achin', I'll make it better.
Cause I love the way You call me baby.
And You take me the way I am.

I'd buy You Rogaine, when You start losing all Your hair.
Sew on patches, to all You tear.
Cause I love You more than I could ever promise.
And You take me the way I am.

You..take me the way I am.
You..take me the way I am.

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This is for You :)

2008-12-16T11:33:00.000Z

he moves pretty quick for a retarded monkey dontchu think? kekekekekekekekeke.

2008-12-10T21:21:00.004Z

I miss my housemates.

I really do.

and I miss everyone and the fun times we had in Sheff! Boo! Somehow this one memory popped up last night....

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It was Ramadhan...i ALWAYS without fail have to have my sahur... so my housemates usually tell me whether they wanna have sahur with me or not. So on one of those days, Azmi didnt tell me that he wasn't going to have sahur, so that usually means he wants to be woken up for sahur.

*Knocked on Azmi's door*

Me : Miiiii!! bangunnnn!!

*Silence*

Me thinking : Hmmmm.

So i went back to the living room to join Fish and Lei to have my sahur.

10 minutes later.

Me : MIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!

*bangs on door*

Me : BANGUNNNNNNNNN!! inda kau makan kahhhhhhhh????!

*Azmi sleepily opening the door*

Azmi : Aku inda makan jua....

Me and Fish : u didnt tell us. when?

Azmi : Tu...i left a post it on my door ah. Points upwards on HIS eye level.

*me and fish looking up (WAYYYYY UP) at the post it*

ooops.....

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!

the next time Azmi wanted to leave us his post its... it was definitely at kami punya eye level.

HAHAHAHA. pokoknya? kami pendek.....

2008-11-30T08:19:00.001Z

my lil sister made me watch this video on youtube. She says its "damn funny". its still loading on my laptop right now...so i still don't know if it really IS as funny as it she made it sound to be. So if it sucks like hell.. don't blame me. blame ANIS! hahahaha

anis mentioned something interesting about herself today.

conversation btwn me and anis:

Anis: (making weird inaudible cat sounds)

Mizah: wtf man? stop it! u sound like a retarded cat!

Anis: i AM a retarded cat!

Nuff said. Told u my lil sister is weird. (thats what u get for calling me an animagus and saying im a PONTOT cat! HAHAHAHAHA! take that u beeyatch!)

and u guys wonder why i am the way i am. If u spend 18 frikkin years growing up with a weirdo sister you'd probably be just like me. heeheehee!

NB./ Awubah nis. you know i love you. im just playing. anyways..here's the damn vid. check it out ppl :)

2008-11-29T13:09:00.003Z

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i think ive got myself a jobless stalker. see the first line i circled? yeah...saw that before i did my last post. made a reply on my tagboard and then i posted a new entry...(that took me about...half an hour?) and then wham-mo! that person replied straight after i posted the tag.

cali jua eh.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAAHHAHAHHA!!

im quite flattered actually. *snicker*

2008-11-25T12:17:00.003Z

wow...how about that? just did my last post a few days back and ive got comments already. now that just got me curious instead...what constitutes a typical bruneian anyway? i think that is one of the most abused and over-used phrase ever. Although i plead guilty on using that phrase before as well. haha. gah! im not gonna dwell on that. there's a lot of ppl in this world and everyone is entitled to their own opinion and ive learnt a long time ago that not everyone is going to agree with what i say, so be it :)

trivial things aside and moving on to bigger issues now. i was just driving back home from work tadi...it was raining really heavily tadi so i was going super duper slow. soOooo....i had lotsa time on my hands and one thing just occured to me. not a lot of ppl suka bagi jln huh? why is that?

okay...imagine this. ur on a single carriageway... and a car in front of you stops cause it wants to go in a simpang. and obviously its not gonna cross and go in until there are no more cars on the opposite side of the road yes? so imagine the amount of traffic it will accumulate behind it. isn't it so much better for the car on the opposite side of the road to give way? thats gonna cause you what? 15 secs? is 15 secs so much time kan? can u go a mile in 15 secs kan? plus...u also get pahala...and u feel like a do-gooder inside. so yes...i think its just soOo much better to give way saja. and the cars behind the car thats stopping will also be super grateful to u for giving that car way as well. (this is assuming that the cars cant go around the stationary car lah)

im in a philosophical mood right now.

as u all know by now...it was raining heavily tadi on my way back from work. so some cars were still going fast....(in the stormy weather!) i know right? so reckless. i stayed on the right lane tadi...for a good reason. the left lane had a lot of puddles....and there were no cars on the right lane....and when there ARE cars on the right lane that wants to overtake....barutah i go to the left. so yeah..im not one of those typical (haha, theres that word again - man i crack myself up) drivers who likes to stick to the right lane even when im going slow :P. there was this one time....i think i was along the tutong highway sudah....this suzuki vitara was going superrrr fast (well a whole lot faster than me lah...) so i switched to the left lane...and ZOOOOOM, he whizzed past me. then about 15-20 mins later....i arrived along the jerudong park highway...and there was a slight jam...there were police cars...and an ambulance. yep. u guessed it. the same vitara was tebalik.

*shudder*

so berijab. that just teaches u a lesson doesnt it? dont speed when its raining!!

i hate accidents. ppl who aren't afraid of accidents are plain dumb. or its just that they just don't love their loved ones. i wouldnt wanna cause the ppl who loves me any worry over my safety. hmpf.

now that just leads to my next thoughts. counting ur blessings. milly and i were just talking about counting our blessings the other day :)

and truthfully...it really is an eye opener. everyone should count their blessings so that they will be grateful and happy in life.

for instance...i know ive been complaning about how commuting is a bitch and all. but what if....WHAT IF instead of thinking that way....i tell myself that i should be thankful that i was offered a job? i mean....think of all those other ppl who can't find jobs. i should be grateful enough that i GOT one and that im earning sudah kan?

or how about those other days when im bitching about how im gainin weight? i should be grateful that i dont have any disabilities. that i can see...talk....hear....that ive got all of my fingers...that i can walk.. that i can THINK. kan kan kan? makes u think huh? a lot of ppl in this world are just so ungrateful about what they have.

so yes. in thinking that way? it makes me happy :) cause ive been counting all of my blessings and i truly am blessed :)

thanks baby for bringing that up with me. teehee *hugs* :)

speaking of that pangit dude...where is he?? hes supposed to call me right now. Grrrrr! (bwoh...nah tu... kan marah tia balik...HAHAHA)

2008-11-23T01:31:00.001Z

Meet my baby... heehee! (here seeq....u've been pesterin me about what exactly my baby is :P)

Mine's sapphire black though...so it looks super duper small unlike the white one. But i still love it though :)

2008-11-15T00:29:00.002Z

heh heh.

mizah ada laptop baruuuuu~ ive actually had it for a week or so... and i haven't been blogging becauseeee....well cause ive started working. and hell yeah am i GLAD its the WEEKEND! u know all this while ive always thought those ppl who keeps saying "man i can't wait for the weekend" are sooooo overdramatic. and i keep saying... them working days can't be so bad rite?

nuh-uh...i thought wrong. and i take it back and i apologize to all those ppl who said those words before. it IS tiring huh? especially if u have to damn commute everyday. GAH! i really can't wait for the other graduates to come... Razana (the lady in charge of the graduate recruitment) says that there will be a lot more to come... so yeah. ill ask em if they wanna carpool with me... at least the ride to belait won't be as boring and tiring (especially if i dont have to drive! - heh heh heh)

today is my lil sister anis' birthday. shes 18!! can u imagine??! bloody hell... do they all grow up so fast... makes me feel damn old. urgh. the good thing about her being 18 is that she'll get to drive and i wont need to drive her around anymore. NYAHAHAHA. pemalas.

going out with milly today :) we havent seen each other since last week... and BOY did it feel so long. another reason why im really looking fwd to this weekend :) <3

ive got a million of things to do today....im finally gonna transfer the pics from graduation....raya... and god...loads of other things and post it on facebook... tunggu lah.. i think ill do it tonite. heh heh. alritey...im gonna get ready and ive to wake milly up soon... im his personal alarm clock now. harrumph!

2008-10-21T06:38:00.002+01:00

im procrastinating again.

im supposed to finish up the designs for the BruSheff part in the graduation book. But i haven't really found the inspiration to do so. The thing is....i completed it a lOooooong time ago during the submission deadline....attended the meeting....but lo and behold...i checked out the rest of the work from the other people and theirs' were far more impressive than mine. So ofcourse i had to change mine. Seriously though...mine looked so..mediocre next to theirs. (not that im saying mine should look professional or anything) but i have my pride....and I'm in charge of the Sheffield bit...so i seriously need to do something equally ass-kicking since im doing it on everyone's behalf right?

*ahem*

back to my procrastinating topic.... ive downloaded several backgrounds and graphics which i thought would look good.... but nyeh....i've lost my mojo....i think ill continue doing it as soon as i finish watching gossip girl ep 7.

frankly....im getting quite tired of the whole storyline....the frenemies relationship between serena and blair. Speaking of Serena....am i the ONLY one who thinks that girl looks like a man?? take away the hair and the awesome clothes and she can pass off as a good lookin boy. Seriously!

you know what i've been thinking a lot about lately? i've been thinking how i kinda miss my housemates....it feels a bit weird not seeing them everyday...

TWO years is a long time to be seeing people everyday.

and believe it or not...i actually KINDA miss walking to school. well...i miss walking around. even though its effin tiring and it gets hot in the summer sometimes...i kinda miss it somehow. maybe its the nice weather....maybe its the exercise im getting....i don't know... i just miss it. or maybe it's the stories that me and fish makes up just so that we can make the long walk more enjoyable. i remember this one car that we would see at Jericho road once in a while...(long story about that - muehehehe) and i miss chasing the adorable cats i would see and try to cat-nap as well.so its definitely a no-brainer why the neighbourhood cats would run for cover everytime they see me. *smirk*

ok....i think ive put it off long enough...i should get back to doing my work now =^.^=

2008-10-11T23:28:00.002+01:00

This post goes out especially to midfielder sheffield..whoever you are. kekeke.

ok....im guilty of neglecting my blog. its not cause i dont want to ... hell...ive got millions of stuff i wanna say. sometimes when im doing my daily activities i even get an epiphany about the awesome stuff i can write here on my blog so that i can delight my oh so loyal readers and increase its popularity (eseh...mcm si taie)

alright...ill stop mengambang-ing now. the thing is...my laptop is still fucked up as ever. no amount of pouting and growling to the technician at C.F.King can ever fix this lil baby. so yes....im gonna get me my sony pink vaio...AFTER i get my salary. iyohhh! tarus membali laptoppppppp...balum apa2! haha.

speaking of jobs....i got a job at bsp. i don't even know which position im offered or which dept ill be working at yet for that matter.....they did say "business support dept" butttt....they're not sure whether its 'east' or 'west' or watever it is razana said the other day. u seeee.....everyone else has their offer letter delivered by DHL sudah....except for me!! *sniff* and colleen lah.

bloody hell...that got me EFFING worried lah. but azie told me that maybe its cause my dept and colleens dept lain...coz everyone else who got THEIR offer letter sudah is under the 'finance' dept....so yeah...maybe thats why. but then again..im still gonna call razana up to make sure. hmpf...

its 6.35am now. awal kan aku bangun? hehehe. today is my daddy's birthday btw....and kami open house....mama made KOLO MEE! yummmmm~~

and im supposed to be helping out now....the guests are starting to arrive at 10am..bwohhhhh de doiiiii~

i promise ill update regularly like dulu once i get my new pink baby.... teehee.

p.s. lipstick jungle siuk! watch the 2nd season!!!!!

2008-09-22T13:29:00.002+01:00

my medical checkup for BSP is tomorrow. and its at 7.30am.

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and it's at Panaga Medical center or whatever the full name of that place is. darn it. so im carpool-ing with Azie. Meeting her up at the jerudong mosque tomorrow at 5.15am. I KNOW RITE??? *Sigh* lapas sahur tarus mandi and jalan lah tu. *sigh*

here's the thing. they told me not to eat after 10pm and only drink lotsa water during sahur. WAHHHH!!! aku mana tahan tuuu! i eat a LOT during sahur. without fail. and even with that i still get hunger pangs throughout the entire day. imagine not eating during sahur. *sniffs*

this job better be SoOOoo worth it. hmpf.

speaking of the job.....i asked the lady which dept ill be in...and she said they are inclined to put me towards "planning and economic" which is under the finance dept....they're gonna have a final meeting on the 25th ani....it'll be based in seria though. Let's hope they change their minds and put me somewhere that is stationed in BSM eh? heehee.

its the 22nd and still no word from BIA yet. they really ARE taking their sweet time huh? *shrugs*

i just had my sungkai at jerudong polo club restaurant tadi. NOT worth it. for 20 bucks? baiktah ku arah seasons....orrrr airport restaurant....the price is more or less similar. BE WARNEDDDD ppl!!!

and i still can't wait for raya. =^.^=

man im so random. ok. im gonna find some food to stuff my face with...i only have an hour or so before 10pm. HARRUMPH!!!

2008-09-14T13:34:00.002+01:00

My laptop is teasing me.

Yes it is.

I tried switching it on one morning and it went all BLUE screen on me again. So i did what any other normal user would do. Switch it off..waited a few minutes...and i switched it back on again. BIG MISTAKE! It started normally..and then the screen was scrambled.

*sigh*

So i rested my laptop for a day. It's safe to say that i was all kusut the whole day tarus. I seriously don't feel like sending in my laptop to get it fixed..AGAIN! Grr....

So today...i decided to try my luck and switched it on again. and lo and behold...it works! :)

Let's hope that my laptop won't decide to tease me and play me hot and cold yeah? but then again....this lil baby is so obsolete (bought it FOUR years ago) that it's time for me to get a new one. Pink sony vaio here i comeee! teehee.

I think im gonna trade it in....see lah. Cause i won't have any use for this laptop if i get a new one anyway rite? It'll just be sitting in a cupboard somewhere collecting dust -_-

So im gonna get a laptop as soon as i get my first paycheck. (esehhhh~ pangitness much? alum lagi start kraja...sudah tia belabih...heehee!)

ok...here's the deal. i got a verbal offer from shell sudah.....i got a call from em on the 5th of sept (cool eh? masa my bday!) they aren't sure which dept to put me in yet.....so they're gonna call me again maybe this week or next week to let me know which dept ill be in....and THEN the whole medical checkup thing will start.

But heres the thing.....im also waiting for BIA to call me and tell me the results for the interview. BUT...they are only gonna call sometime around the end of sept. Don't get me wrong....im VERY grateful that shell is offering me a job. Frankly....BSP was my 1st choice and BIA was my 2nd....but my parents aren't keen on me commuting everyday to work. So they told me to give BIA a chance. So that's what im doing rite now. So if BIA is offering me a job..ill take BIA.

The thing is....the WAIT is killing me. Seriously yo....i get so agitated whenever i think about the pickle im in.

*sigh* i really hope ill get their call soon.

Apart from that...nothing much has been happening. Im getting broke by the minute though. SoOOo can't wait to start working. hmpf.

And hasrul and ena still owe me pictures. Which is why i haven't been putting up any pics lately. :P hehe

2008-08-31T02:52:00.002+01:00

i haven't been blogging for so long that there are actually some changes to the layout of the blogger website. has it been that long??

anyways. today is finally one of those sundays where there are NO functions since i got back. can u imagine? even my sundays are FULL bah. no wonder i dont even have time to work out much. so yes... im still trying to lose that pesky 2kilos. harrumph!

mental note to self :
need to lose 2kilos for raya so i can have a banging body. NEED TO LOSE LOVE HANDLES!!

*ahem* as i was saying. today won't exactly be a breeze either. ive got mountains of laundry and ironing to do. i let my clothes pile up all this while. so i need to get that done.

what have i been up to since i last blogged ah? Hmm. apart from going for the interviews...ive been out with my friends and jamil. heh heh. and ive also been doing a lil bit of survey on which car im getting. don't wanna be TOO specific but i want my OWN first car to be a convertible. liat lah dulu. i wanna get a job first barutah ku bali the car :)

speaking of jobs. i passed my psychometric test for BIA! hurrayyy! so i got called in for an interview a few days back. the interview was....excruciating. haha. i mean.....i talked. but i couldn't answer SOME of the questions they asked me. anddddd.....i don't know. i just think that they probably think im a ditz. so let's just hope that they don't mind hiring a ditz to handle their financial affairs. nyehehehehehe. i am NOT one mind you. i just pass off as one. but i swear to god i can be very competent and efficient with money. just as long as you don't show me jimmy choo shoes. then i'll probably say 'to hell with the country's funds!!' and start stocking up on shoes till next yr.....

i am also currently addicted to playing rockband on the ps3. damn that game is so good. i like banging on the drums :) so every sat afternoon...i usually hang out at my grandmums place with my cuzins and we'll play rockband there. *sigh* cant wait to own my own awesome surround sound home theatre system and the game. wahhhh! i want i want i want so bad!

hmm...the assessment centre with BSP went alright i suppose. im hoping i can hear from them soon enough as well. its either BSP or BIA for me lah. those two are my top choices.

BUT..new officers for BIA will start working on the 3rd day of raya. and they say they will only call and tell the results of the interview a week before starting work...so ill probably hear from them sometime around the end of sept. so i might hear from BSP before that.

im nervous now.... *sigh*

yay isuk puasa. that means raya tinggal one mth saja lagi. HEEHEEHEE

2008-08-14T11:44:00.002+01:00

Ok. i plead guilty for neglecting my blog lately. But u gotta understand....i've got millions of things to do. and no... and i am NOT exaggerating :p

lets just say that im SO busy that i don't even have time to really experience jetlag :P

what have i been up to lately? well other than sending in my c.vs and all...i got a call from BIA to do a written test. I sat for it um..last tuesday....that was a few days ago. and i found it...well..it was alright...it was just that i didnt have enough time. so thats why im terrified of the outcome. i really hope i can pass the test so that i can get through to the interview *pout*

also got a call from baiduri yesterday....was quite surprised actually...cause i just handed my c.v to baiduri 3 days ago. buttttt...pangitness ler.....my interview was supposed to be this morning..BUT i got a call about an hour or so before the interview and they said it was postponed cause the officer couldn't make it cause of some emergency so its gonna be tomorrow instead of today. now i have to go out lagiiii isuk pagi. see what i mean by ive always got something to do every single day? *sigh*

so im really hoping i can ace tomorrows interview. so i can start working asap. cause i really am so bored. if i get a better offer barutah ill leave. hahaha.

and ive got rehearsals this sat....and a script to write which i was plannin to do tonite...but ive got to sleep early so i can be fresh for tomorrows interview....so i guess that means i need to do my script tomorrow.

and then sunday ive to go to azlan's engagement!! totally psyched about it. cause i dont even have time to see my friends!! gah! so im really excited :D miss them all to bitssss!!! :') i wonder who's picking me up sunday ani ah?

ok...i really am getting sleepy.... and im sorry i haven't posted up the pics to EVERYTHING! will post it up as soon as ive got time. i swear!! hehe

2008-08-07T07:28:00.002+01:00

HOLY MOLLY!!

i finally have enough time to update my blog. loads have been happening lately. well not loads lah..i just had a lot of things to tend to.

arrived in the morning on the 30th... was so bloody tired..i took an afternoon nap. then mlm2 nya tarus liat dark knight with my family. inda sampai liat when we were in sheffield. hmpf. So since there are LOADS of new movies coming out... we might as well liat dark knight tarus before they stop showing it altogether. came across FISH that night. hehehe. ADA jua ku bejumpa lagi anak ah.

then i went to the BSP career exhibition the next day. saw a lot of the sheff juniors there. nice seeing them again :) did my c.v beforehand and i was PLANNING to hand it in that day taruss...BUT....there was this evaluation form..and i needed time to think of what to write...so i brought it home and decided to hand it in the next day saja.

then aysya had her mandi belawat on the 3rd...so u can imagine just how hectic the family was. with buying the campur..getting the house ready and getting the campur ready and all. last minute things to buy apa.

oh and did i mention just how HOT the world is? gawd. its so hot that im getting heat rashes :(

not only that...my nose is bleeding like it has never bled before. seriously though...im not talking about the piddly lil opps my nose is bleeding ill just dab my nose with a tissue kinda thing..im talking about serious non stop half an hour blood trickling down kinda bleeding. *sigh*

but its alright lah. nothing serious. im cool. my bodys getting used to the heat and i havent been getting any nosebleeds for the last two days sudah. (hurray!) but my heat rashes are still there. its quite annoying actually. its itchy....i just wanna scratch it! but i know thatll just exacerbate everything. so i gotta resist the temptation to scratch it. :P

and can ya'll imagine that i havent driven since i got back? heh heh. i finally drove tadi...atu pun only to antar jemputan arah my uncle and nini's place (which is btw, in the same spg as my house - hehehe - ambung tia sudahhh....semua kan pakai kereta, dulu bejalan kaki jua saja hahaha) used the landcruiser...felt a bit odd... but yep! my maddd skillllzzz are still there heh heh ;)

so today...i offered to send my lil sis to her tuition place and tarus pick up my laptop tarus. its FIXED!! (using my dads laptop rite now) so yeah..i can finally post some pics apa krg... DEPENDING on whether my laptop's wifi is fixed jua sudah. hmpf! so lets hope the technicians at C.F.King are not idiots and they listened to me when i said to check *everything*.

handed in my c.v. arah HSBC and Baiduri Bank tadi...so i met up with fifah!! miss that woman so much. We're gonna have a lil luncheon thing with the girls soon....havent told em yet coz im waiting for fifah to confirm and tell me when. hurray!! lama sudah inda jumpa with u all. GOD ive got loads of shit to tell u girlsssss~~ *HUGS* cant wait :D

ok...i need to fold my fresh laundry now...the pile of clothes on the floor is bugging me! ta~ :D

2008-07-20T22:35:00.002+01:00

HEEHEE! my family arrived today.

joy oh joy! im so happy. Today was a good day... although it was tiring to the max! i woke up at 4am today. needed to shower,get ready, have breakfast and all before i head out to paddington to catch the heathrow connect train to heathrow.

Arrived there at around 6.30ish... family came out about half an hour later. Boy was i glad to see em. So excited that i can't hold back my grin. Went to the central bus station straight after that. Our coach wasn't due to leave till 10am so we had time to kill. So we just rested and had a cup of hot drinks at cafe' nerro. But u know wat? 10am came... and our coach was delayed. So obviously everyone started gettin agitated, especially my family. I mean, there's the jetlag.. and theyve got about 4 hours plus of journey ahead of em. So they didnt seem pleased. So me and Fish thought up of a plan. Take a cab to go to victoria coach station... then take the coach there instead to go straight to sheffield.

The damn taxi ride cost almost 60+ pounds! )(&%#$^%$%#%$R%$^&!!!!! Grrr.. ! not to mention the tickets that is wasted for the one that was delayed since we didnt wanna wait for it. hmpf. Things didnt end just there.. the coach driver that we had didnt really know his way around sheffield so he took us around the whole town before reaching the coach station.. he wouldnt even have found his way if he didnt get any help from the passengers. It was really bad.

Took the tram to the apartment. The apartment was nice... although it wasnt as nice as the one in the pictures and the one i was showed when i was lookin around the place. But hey. im not one to complain much (ha! tia krg) at least its very comfortable, and we've got satellite tv anddddd wifi. Which explains why i can go online now :)

Before i can rest...i had to buy takeaway food for everyone cause everyone was just so hungry...so Nichan companied me to go to Aslan and buy some chicken and chips...and i stopped by at tesco for a while to buy drinks and all. Headed back to the apartment again....where i dropped off the things and headed to my old house to get my luggages and things. Fish agreed to help me with bringing the luggages (thanks babe! i know my bag weighs 10 million gazillion magicallion tonnes!), headed back to the apartment to drop it off, stopped by at tesco coz fish wanted to buy fruits, headed back to the house to pick up my grad robe, uni sweater and food stuff. and FINALLY went back to the apartment! hurray! finally!

oOoo...tried out my kebaya for the grad. it fits! yay. im not THAT fat afterall. And my graduation is tomorrow. so im really excited. nervous at the same time as well. Phew! im obviously gonna take lotsa pics. (But ofcourse) so if im not malas or busy..i MIGHT have time to pick it up. Oooo..im so loving my new shoes as well :) thanks so much ka! hehehehe. but u still need to get me a pink sony vaio laptop for my grad present hmpf! :) NYAHAHAHAHAHA.

ok...i shud sleep and head to the bedroom now. Ive got a big day ahead of me tomorrow and i wanna look my absolute best :)

2008-07-17T16:35:00.003+01:00

I need to make a brief self-evaluation form and i am absolutely clueless on how to go about it.. so i decided to google it since i google about everything anyways. And i came across this really funny website on how to make a self-evaluation of yourself. So i thought ill share it with everybody else.

2008-07-14T16:55:00.003+01:00

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Hehehe. Im at the management school now. Scanned all the documents i needed to scan. Got my form stamped and now all I need is to wait for Marina's letter of recommendation so that i can email it to my sisters. Nyehehe. Anyhooooss...here i was listening to Busted on youtube with my earphones when i heard a guy shouting.

"wankkkeeerrrr!!!"

"you fat bastarddddd!!"

"yeah you wannnnkkkeerrrrr!"

so me and Fish turned to look at each other and looked out the window to see what the commotion is all about right?

Too bad the guy passed by sudah.. so we turned back to our activities...

A few minutes passed.... and then we heard the shoutings again... This time we got to see the kid who was shouting all the vulgar things. hahaha. It was a KID bah. he probably looked like he was around... 16? probably younger since ang mohs are soooo ketua-an.

Then he said...

"fucked your mum's pusssyyyyy!"

"yeah whatever....use a finger and lose some weight will you??!"

WAHAHAHAHAHAHA. bayi kali punya budak hanching.

he was shouting all these obscenities to this middle aged, overweight construction worker on the 7th? 8th? floor arah this building next to the management school bah. And he even threw some stones arah the building. Why he was shouting at this poor old man in the first place is beyond me. but that was pretty funny though. i had a good chuckle witnessing the whole thing. *snicker*

one of the things i'm gonna miss di sini kali. Stupid kids shouting obscene things and acting like an imbecile. Not that i approve of such behaviour mind you. I just think its very funny to watch :)

2008-07-09T16:13:00.002+01:00

I finally have connection!! wahhh.

Not exactly lah. Im at management school rite now. ~~Only cause I'm such a good friend aku dgni si Fish bedating and meet her daleng online~~ hehehe. nadabah. Cause there is nothing else to do at the new house, no tv... and no internet..so i might as well tag along and go to the management school yeah?

I finally have some time to actually relax. The past few weeks has been hectic. Ada2 saja kan dibuat. So this time... i can finally get around to sending my cv to my personal tutor and have her make a nice recommendation for me. huhuhuhuhuhu. Except that i forgot all about it.... -_- so i need to save it in my pendrive next time. isuk lah.

How ive been spending my days since last week?

1st July
packed my things. Moved it to 9 havelock. Went shopping to meadowhall with Fish and Mel. Shopped till mlm. Went back to 9 havelock. cerita sampai akhir mlm.

2nd July
Woke up early (to my dismay) showered. moved my things to the new house. (staying over at the juniors new place since we couldnt continue our tenancy at our last house). Arrived at the new house in the evening. almost CRIED at the state it was in. Don't get me wrong.. the place was NICE if it was kept nicely. But hell....i doubt even animals would wanna live in the place. it was MIHIR. it smells of cigarettes. it smells like something died in there. so obviously... we need to clean the whole place up before we can actually sleep in it rite?? so we set out to buy some stuff to use to CLEAN the house... cleaning substances and the like. everything totalled up to 30+ pounds bah. gila. banyak banar jua sudah tu kan kami bali sampai banyak banar kan kami bali. grrr. so after cleaning and unpacking our stuff in our own rooms... i set out to clean the kitchen. and the...ugh...stove.

wished i took a picture of how gross the stove looks like... words cant even describe the icki-ness of it. but lets just say that it took 2 hours and half a bottle of bleach to get rid of the grime and the stains. what the stains were of atuuuu...i dont wanna think about. *shudder*

beng hui found some pork meat and some ham strips lying around the fridge masih... GAH!! baik jua he was there...so he threw it away for us lah. hehehe.

finally slept at around 4 or so after we showered apa... we havent finished cleaning the house plang...but we had to sleep cozzzzz....me and fish needed to go to london early the next morning.

3rd July
Finished packin last minute things..then set out to the tram stop. arrived at the tram stop and this lady that was waiting with us got a phonecall and was told that using the tram would be useless cause there was an accident somewhere along west st and the whole road was closed off? but a tram came anyway...and we got on it. Butttt....they only stopped sampai the university of sheffield stop. banar. ada accident. grrr. so u can imagine how stressed we felt. we hadddd.... 45mins till our coach leaves. and we were still at the uni stop. it was raining. and we had luggages with us. HEAVY luggages mind you. so called up a taxi. couldnt get one either cause the road was closed. so we had to WALK to the coach station. WITH our LUGGAGE. IN THE RAINNN!! gahhhhhhhh!!! but surprisingly... we got there in time with 15mins to spare. heehee. so i slept in the coach otw there. and nuh-uh...the bad luck didnt end just there..the coach driver told us that we needed to use the countryside roads...CAUSE...theres an accident along the highway...so a 4hour ride..turned into a 6hr+ ride. aku ok lah. i dont suffer from motion sickness. but fish does. so she was all ayung and pale by the time we arrived. and kami brabissss ngalihhhhh kan walk. so we took a taxi to brunei hall saja :P

arrived ... and then we dijah actually persuaded us to jalan with her. i forgot where we went... but pokoknya we went out lah.

4th july
went out again. jln2 around. cant remember which shops but we did. i think we were walking around arah hyde park and we went to harrods. and walked back. siukkkkk.

5th july
ena arrived in london with patee and dijahs brothers today. told the boys to buy the chicken at chicken cottage... while the birthday girls cooked spaghetti. heres the killer bit. ena didnt know that the party is for her... she thought its only for dijah. while dijah on the other hand thinks its only for ena and doesnt know its for her as well. so both thought they were messin and foolin each other.. when in fact...they were BOTH being fooled. HAHAHAHA. tpi kesian lah. the birthday girls plang masak. So fish and the guys were decorating the dining hall apa and getting the cake ready while i was goin back and forth from the kitchen to the hall to check on things. the expressions on their faces were so priceless when they both found out that they were fooled. nyhaahahahaha. cali. had pics of that day. will post it up soon. we looked so retarded with the masks and party hats its so KAYUT! slept late...again :P

6th july
dijahs parents came today. so went out to nandos with fish,patee and ena for lunch. then just shopped around some more. went back to bru hall to rest skajap... and went out for dinner with fish, ena, patee and dijahs family for dinner arah C&R. dijahs parents blanja. nyamannnnn! hehehe. went back to brunei hall. helped dijah move around the things in her room. and rearrange her furniture so the carpet ppl can come and clean it early the next day. slept late... yet AGAIN. hehehehe

7th july
woke up early to the sounds of ppl working. so woke up early. dijah left for kent with her parents. so i walked around with fish and menyopping. depleted my bank account. went back. packed.

8th july
took the coach back to sheff!!!

9th july
dijah birthday todayyyy!! hehehehe.
but darn yo. hectic no??

we're gonna relax and get the presentation ready tonight lah. but for now... im waiting till 6pm lah. before we set out to odeon to watch the movie. we're watchinggggggg.... kungfu panda and wanted tonite. nyehehehe. i havent been to the movies in like...2 mths..so im really looking fwd to it :)

2008-07-01T08:06:00.001+01:00

My last post before i will be very quite for a while. Booooo. hehehe. i came across this video on youtube a few days back. This is quite is soooo in love with his kitty. he actually made a SONG about his cat. It's quite kiut. And he even made several series about his cat. That's right SERIES. Liat lah! it's at the related videos tu. heehee. The series are called "mean kitty". My favourite is ep1. The one with the witch doctor. Simply because the witch doctor dances funny. It cracks me up. hehehehehehe.

2008-06-30T09:10:00.002+01:00

Tomorrow is my last day in this house.

Yup. Im definitely gonna miss this house. Let's just hope the new place ani inda pangit. I've never actually seen the inside of the house. I heard from Syam that the previous tenants are a bit mihir...so let's hope that when they moved out of their place they cleaned it up real good and that it doesnt stink :s

I haven't packed the remaining stuff that i have left. heehee. I've got four luggages...one big box left...and a slightly used box that i wanna put my food/groceries in nanti. darn. i need a damn taxi. thank god the juniors' place ani realllyyyyy ampir. It's about 5 mins walk from my place. But still...we totally need a taxi. Barat kali ah :P

But we are gonna get our deposit back from the landlord today. nyahahahahahha! $$$$. let's hope he gives us the money like...early. hmpf. But darn...banyak utang ku kan bayar. Depleteeee lagi balik account ku.

I was reading nichan's blog and read her post on her playing sims. seriously? u hafta kill one of your kid off if you don't have enough money for food? darn. that's tough. But then again...i kill mine off if it's not good looking enough. HAHAAHAHAHHA. that's one can of tough love right there!! *snicker*

We had a meeting about the presentation that we're going to do during graduation night yesterday afternoon. And im glad to say that we got it over and done with. So now we've got a rough structure of how the presentation is going to be. Thanks everyone for being so cooperative and giving the ideas :)

I won't be posting anything for a veryyyy long time. I think lah. pasal nada internet for a while. Boo :( i THINK lah! unless we can leech off someone's wifi arah the new place ani...we'll see....we'll see. hehehehe.

aights..im gonna start packing SOME of my stuff now :P

2008-06-28T01:32:00.000+01:00

:)

i am happy! i am glad! why u ask? okay...let me just rewind and tell you how my day went. *ahem*
woke up pretty late. I actually set my alarm to 7.30am tadi...cause i wanted to jog. I've been meaning to since....ever since exams were over actually...but things came up...friends visited (which i totally loved mind you :P hehe) andddd....there's the moving thing. So its safe to say that i just didn't have the time ok? nyehhhhh!! i actually slept late. By late i meant....3am?? i was just tossing and turning in bed..willing my eyes to close...and i seriously don't remember when i conked out. I can't put my finger on whether it was the can of coke i drank before going to sleep orrrr..the fact that it was my first time sleeping in the dark without my nightlamp. (packed my nightlamp in the box sudah cause the shipping company ppl came to pick up the things this morning) and oh yes....im AFRAID of the dark...so i had to leave my door slightly ajar to allow the light from the hallway to light up my room a WEE bit. So i had trouble sleeping :P

So you can imagine how grumpy i was when my alarm went off at 7.30 tadi pagi. and i ended up setting it to 9.30. haha. useless i tell ya. Even waking up to Jesse's leaving didn't faze me. Grumpy banar jua sudah tu :P

anyhooos....shipping ppl came....my room is so EMPTY i actually felt a bit nostalgic and sad. Me,fish and sai was cleaning the house tadi.... and *drum rolls playing* got a text msg from Lei around 4pm. And it read "degree classification keluar arah management school sudah". so u can imagine how nervous and scared i got.

my legs felt weak and miraculously..i managed to walk out of my room and walked to the stairs and told Fish and Sai about it. They pretty much got the same reaction as i did...called Lei up...he confirmed it... and told us what we got. TOTALLY ECSTATIC when i learnt that i passed. heehee! awu banar...my grades are so pangit i was really scared i wouldn't pass :p But hurrahhhh! i got a 2.2!! happyyyy brabis!!! It's provisional plang baru. But hey...im hopeful :) And honestly? i.ve been praying and praying that i could at least get a 2.2 cause in the end...i only care that i can make the requirement to apply for a job...what matters now is the interviews...no? so hurrayyyyy!! im grateful..and happy and totally besyukur. and i just hope semua orang dapat pass jua.

CONGRATS BRUSHEFF PEEPS!!! WE MADE ITTTTT :)

and after Lei told us what we got atu....i just felt relieved...seriously..it was like a huge weight lifted off my shoulders. i mean..i know exams are over and done with..but i was KINDA afraid to have TOO much fun...cause my degree classification was still lingering at the back of my mind and i was worried about that...but now.. heh heh... i can finally accept the fact that i PASSED!! my degree is over and done with. YAY!! happy ku eh! and apa nah? i just bawled! seriously. i cried. and when i say CRIED ... i mean CRY BRABIS! atu tears of joy brabis. it was already 11.30pm di brunei when i wanted to tell my parents the good news..so i ended up calling anis instead. and i know my lil sis was all awkward cause she didnt know what to say .. cause seriously? i was just crying over the phone. heehee. sorry nichan pichan. HAPPY KU BAH! you'll know nanti when u go through what i did :P bloody hell..im getting all teary eyed again now that i think about it. Confirm tah ni...confirm banarrr tah im gonna cry during graduation nanti. bida makeup slajur ni. mesti pakai yg waterproof ni. BANAR!! hehehe. shared my good news with my close friends and contacted those who i know would be happy to share my good news and joy with me as well. *sniff* i love kamu :)

so as for now? i really really can't wait for graduation day now. *sniffff* im so sappy rite now. Maybe it's the PMS thats talking. eh!! pangit eh.

so after i got off the phone with Lei tadi. quickly prayed zuhur.. tukar from my trackpants to jeans....and just walked to management school with Fish and Sai. After that we had dinner at Aslan's...then hung out at Naseeq's place...where we again...cooked lagi. hehehe. it was great fun kamu :) durang Naseeq, Jidin and Rash are staying over at Opal. Lawa the place. It's like a miniature apartment all rolled in one cute room. So siuk to main2 with. banar. mcm pemainan bah. Suka ku liat.

OoOoo..speaking of which...on our way to management school tadi kan..we naturally passed by that Scarborough Arms place? the bar that was at the end of our street...and we passed by several Tv ppl and news van. Pikir apa...rupanya apanah? they were covering this news story about a lil girl that passed away at this place above the bar. According to Naseeq...she was left a few weeks there by her father..and she died because of starvation kah...and they found the place really dirty. and by dirty i mean....dog shit. seriously. mihir eh. how can anyone do that to a lil kid ah? kids are the most adorable beings in this world. tsktsktsk. when they found the lil girl..her body was already starting to decompose bah. So she must've died a long time ago sudah. It's kinda scary though. i mean..we pass by the place like..a million times...everyday on our way to school apa..and to think that a decomposing corpse was there. *shudder* scary thought.

ok..its half past 1am sudah. i really should sleep soon if i wanna wake up early and have enough sleep to get my lazy butt up to jog tomorrow :P

all in all? mizah happpyyyy brabis :)

2008-06-26T00:36:00.004+01:00

OMIGAWDDDDD!!!! MY NIECE IS SO BLOODY ADORABLE I FEEL LIKE BITING HER!!! hehehehehe. i just visited anis' webbie and saw her pics. can she BE anymore cuter?!??!?! grigitan ku liat eh! u just wanna bite her cheeks. RAWR! hehehehe. so i took the liberty of copying the images from her webbie so i can show it off on mine as well. heh heh.

btw nichan. ur blog is so PANGIT. i can steal pics off your webbie. u can't do that with mine. NYAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! == (u know wat that emoticon is hahaha)

*ahem* on to more important things.... here are her pics. KIUT MIUT ehhhhhhh!!!! i can't wait to meet her :')

She's wearing a tudong in this pic. KIUT AH?!??! her cheeks look extra prominent in this one. heehee!!

She's leaning against anis here. Lookit how SMALL she is!!! EE!! KIUT!!

BULIH LAGI ADORABLE???? she's looking up at Anis here i think. hehehehe

Ani belabih ahhhh~ menyandar arah urang and watching a movie arah the laptop. hehehehe. ehhhh~~~ kiut ehhhhh! pandai ia teranahhhh!! hehehehe

2008-06-24T12:08:00.004+01:00

I'm experiencing mixed feelings at the moment. I'm almost done with my packing and i am kinda bummed about leaving this house. I think i've grown attached to it. Seeing all these boxes stacked in my room.... *sigh* is a BIT depressing. Don't get me wrong, im ecstatic about going back home for good...i just can't help but feel that there will also be some things that i WILL miss here.

Most importantly there will be my housemates..i've grown so used to seeing them everyday and it's gonna be a tad weird not seeing them everyday nanti. I know we don't hang out 24/7..but still...i'm gonna miss hanging out with em. And i *know* we can always see each other in Brunei...but you know how it is...everyone will be doing their own things and everyone will be busy with their new jobs and life...so it'll be hard to work around your schedule to accommodate everyone else...so it'll be hard to keep in touch. Plus i suck at keeping in touch anyway...so that'll be DOUBLY hard. Feh! :p

Then there are the shops (haha! oh u know it! :p)

Other than that i won't miss anything else much.

Oh and my right foot hurts like hell. I have *no* idea why. It just freaking hurts! Woke up one morning... and BOOM! it hurts to even walk. So ive been rubbing my sole with minyak geliga (minyak kepercayaan tuuuu!!) every now and then...so now i reek of it. heh heh.

There are other things that i know needs to be done today...but i just feel like its all over the place...so i think i need to have a sit down and reflect on the things i need to do dulu... i realize i think more clearly that way. Like i need a list of things and map out what needs to be done. Kalau inda i'll go crazy, and i won't have the faintest idea on where to start. I know...i can be such a freak in that sense. :P

Oh!! and i just remembered something. Nichan pichan??? wth happened to ur tagboard? i cant leave sicko msgs there anymore. anyhoos...about the peach girl thing..sebanarnyaaaaa...aku lamaaaaaa sudah liat the series version with vanness on it. i keep forgetting to mention it. heehee. and yes...the ppl are so pangit. But they grow on u. But i prefer the anime better :P

Ugh. My tummy is making weird noises. It never used to be like this. I have no idea when it started.

Speaking of which...i just remembered something...ill be going to London this 3rd July with Fish. Also meeting up with my girls di sana jua. so u guys BETTER make it. orrrr...or...ill throw a fit... ill throw a hissy fit. no no..better yet...ill throw a BF!! (bitch fit bah) so u better start bali tickets sudah! HMPF

So that meannnnssss...im gonna stay over at the juniors place like.... less than 2 weeks kali saja. Since im going to London again mid June to pick my family up and ill be staying with em till i go back. Woohooo!! i really cant wait to see em. rinduuuuuuu~~~~ :) :) :)

I just noticed that i keep jumping from one topic to one topic. Eh palau eh.

Oh speaking of the apartment....Im totally glad that i got a reply from the chick in-charge. She said they can provide cable internet for me to go online. Woohooo~ i THINK theres something wrong with my wireless internet card bah...so i asked her whether i can go online using cable and she said i could. oh yeahhhhh~ so at least i WONT be so bored nanti in July. oh yeaaahhhhh~~~ but ill be internet-less from the 1st till 19th tho. aiyayayayayayaaaaa....ive grown SO accustomed to having the internet at my expense that i cant imagine living life without it O_O. tapi talor jua tu... if i have it around nada jua slalu ku pakai...except to go on msn and check my mail. i just LIKE knowing the fact that i can go on whenever i want to kali... that knowledge of knowing u CAN whenever u FEEL like it u know? geddit? geddit? eh...nvm. :P

July is around the corner...and that means RESULTS are around the corner. im scared as hell. Im soOoo takut about degree classification ani. i really hope that EVERYONE dpt graduate this yr. and i also hope that i pass...wah. takut ku eh. tawakal lah saja. aminnnn!! mudahannn kami semua pass.

oh yeah. i just remembered what i need to add to my list of things to do...looking for pics that i can compile in the slide show presentation for the grad nite thing. I might as well start looking for photos and things to put in...and songs that i could put in. I wonder if dpt tu kalau pakai powerpoint ah? ill check and see lah. make a draft and see how it looks. It's kinda cool though...im trying to angan2 that its like a presentation that i need to be making for my job...and this is like a proposal or something. (biar tia aku angan2 bah....anything to make it as interesting as possible here! hehehehehe)

Bloody hell...baru ku ingat lagi. i need to get started with my c.v. jua. haiyahhhh! my list is getting longer and longer. hmpf.

*breathes in...breathes out* (think of it as something fun...think of it as something fun)

wow..this is one very long rambling-like post. merati kah kamu inda ni? hehehehe. can't help it. this is how i *talk* :P

2008-06-22T14:46:00.003+01:00

My friend airul gave me this link to test your "human metrics". He says its uncannily accurate. So i obviously...got curious and decided to check it out myself. To those who are interested in taking this test...it's available at:

http://www.humanmetrics.com/cgi-win/JTypes2.asp

anyhoos...i did it...and i gotttttt

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Your Type is
ENFJ

Extraverted	Intuitive	Feeling	Judging
Strength of the preferences %
11	12	50	44

Qualitative analysis of your type formula
You are:

slightly expressed extravert
slightly expressed intuitive personality
moderately expressed feeling personality
moderately expressed judging personality

Idealist Portrait of the Teacher (ENFJ)

Even more than the other Idealists, Teachers have a natural talent for leading students or trainees toward learning, or as Idealists like to think of it, they are capable of calling forth each learner's potentials. Teachers (around two percent of the population) are able - effortlessly, it seems, and almost endlessly-to dream up fascinating learning activities for their students to engage in. In some Teachers, this ability to fire the imagination can amount to a kind of genius which other types find hard to emulate. But perhaps their greatest strength lies in their belief in their students. Teachers look for the best in their students, and communicate clearly that each one has untold potential, and this confidence can inspire their students to grow and develop more than they ever thought possible.

In whatever field they choose, Teachers consider people their highest priority, and they instinctively communicate personal concern and a willingness to become involved. Warmly outgoing, and perhaps the most expressive of all the types, Teachers are remarkably good with language, especially when communicating in speech, face to face. And they do not hesitate to speak out and let their feelings be known. Bubbling with enthusiasm, Teachers will voice their passions with dramatic flourish, and can, with practice, become charismatic public speakers. This verbal ability gives Teachers a good deal of influence in groups, and they are often asked to take a leadership role.

Teachers like things settled and organized, and will schedule their work hours and social engagements well ahead of time-and they are absolutely trustworthy in honoring these commitments. Valuing as they do interpersonal cooperation and harmonious relations, Teachers are extraordinarily tolerant of others, are easy to get along with, and are usually popular wherever they are.

Teachers are highly sensitive to others, which is to say their intuition tends to be well developed. Certainly their insight into themselves and others is unparalleled. Without a doubt, they know what is going on inside themselves, and they can read other people with uncanny accuracy. Teachers also identify with others quite easily, and will actually find themselves picking up the characteristics, emotions, and beliefs of those around them. Because they slip almost unconsciously into other people's skin in this way, Teachers feel closely connected with those around them, and thus show a sincere interest in the joys and problems of their employees, colleagues, students, clients, and loved ones.

Mikhail Gorbachev, Oprah Winfrey, Pope John Paul II, Ralph Nader, John Wooden, and Margaret Mead are examples of Teacher Idealists.

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How effing cool is that? and they had this link about which job is best suited for ppl like me... and it wasss

The Idealists are the group most attuned to values and seeking the greater good. Famous Idealists are Martin Luther King, Jr., Mahatma Ghandi, and Oprah Winfrey.

Of all the Idealists, the Teacher (ENFJ) is the most likely to seek leadership positions in the private or public sector. The Teacher is drawn to careers in education or social services, such as college professor, high school teacher, social worker, or non-profit director. In business they are often trainers, sales managers, recruiters, or executives. Since they are good at building relationships, they may be fund raisers or recruiters. They also are found in jobs such as a health advisor, clergy, facilitator, or counselor.

I know i wanna be somewhere in HRM and dealing with ppl rather than pushing papers...so maybeeee maybeee...i shud give it a shot eh? coolies =^.^=

2008-06-21T15:11:00.002+01:00

I really really like this song. It appeals to my inner dark side nyehehehe. I got this song off ni-chan's blog. So i googled for the song...trying to see whether i could find the mp3 so i can dl it. and loOoooo and behold. Ada videoclip rupanya. I like the cello break. Veryyyyy lawa! :)

I have no idea what this song is about though...So to those ppl who understands japanese.... sound2 eh!

Lyrics:

Hi Miss Alice
Anata garasu no
me de donna yume wo
mirareru no?
miirareru no?

Mata atashi
Kokoro ga sakete nagara deru
tsukuroutta sukima ni sasaru
kiokutachi

Hi Miss Alice
Anata ga jitsu no
kuchi de dare ni ai wa
nageteru no?
nageiteru no?

Mou atashi
kotoba o tsumuku
shita no netsu
same kitte meteru o utamo

Utae nai
Still you do not answer.

2008-06-19T09:07:00.002+01:00

you know how i said im trying to lose weight this summer while i excruciatingly wait for graduation day to come? its kinda hard. well its not hard...its just that ive got better things to do right now. and its pretty temptingly bagi malas rite now coz dijah and ena are sleeping over for the whole week. and you know how it is when your girlfriends are around rite? you just wanna eat...and talk...and hang out...and make lotsa nice food for you to binge on.

we had a lil impromptu surprise party for fish the other day for her birthday. me, dijah and ena went out to tesco skajap to buy some ingredients to make nasi ayam...so i mentioned that i wanna buy cake cause we should at least celebrate lagi skali and sing her happy birthday and it wont be proper without a cake rite? so we got to the cake section...got a cake. and one of us went

"tapi mesti ada candles! mana candles nya ah?"

so off we went to the party things section....and then we came across a candle....and thats when we saw the party hats and masks....

"ooOoooo!! we should have masks!!!"

"and this ribbon!!" (pointing to the ribbon that says 'birthday girl')

"and balllooooonnnnsss!!!!!"

"eh..lets throw her a lil surprise party!!"

hahaha. then we started hatching a plan to distract fish while the boys decorate the living room. it was good fun..and the food was deeeeelish! :) the girls should sleepover more often. cause i seriously can't be arsed to make myself make all these food. i CAN. its just that i dont have enough motivation to do so. kekekeke. ahhh...i feel like having the nasi ayam again. *drool*

will post up pics of that day soon. as soon as i get the pics from sai's camera and ena's laptop.

speaking of food....we made nasi lemak yesterday. i made the nasi..and it was menjadi!! woohoooo! i was a bit apprehensive at first...cause ive never tried before...even though ive seen my mum make it a gazillion times before. so hurrayyyy~ it works :)

our project for today will be soto. so ive to run out and buy the beef for the soto first..and the laksa. ohhhh joyyyy...this is going to be awesome. and we're gonna make pancakes jua today. as soon as the girls are up....i think those two are still sleeping -_-. i know fish is up dah coz shes on msn. ~~kan becakap sama daleng nya tu eh~~

im hungry. im gonna have cereal now

2008-06-15T09:21:00.002+01:00

i am officially jobless! :)

ok, i know it's been a while since i last blogged. Blame it on my new found freedom. I can't believe i've finished that chapter in my life. One of the longest chapters in my life mind you. SCHOOL LIFE! wahhhhhh~~ im glad. Although i am very very scared and nervous about my degree classification. But there's nothing i can do now but pray and hope for the best right? *phew*

a LOT has happened in this past week actually. I completed my degree....got kicked out of the house by my landlord....had a blast with the Brusheff society during game night (thats all in order btw)

Awubah. we didn't exactly get KICKED out lah. Our contract ends the end of june. We made a verbal agreement with the landlord to stay an additional month at this house, but now HIS dad is saying we can't Last minute lagi tu eh...sialan. He only told us LAST week that we can't stay here anymore. Pretty nice of him eh? So now we are going crazy trying to find a place to stay. So it's enough to say that we are totally strapped for cash now. Had to settle bills...buy boxes to move (didn't include that in my june budget - thought it'll be in July) so yeahhhh~ it bites. It bites to the boneeee!! Grrr. But oklah. I guess everything happens for a reason. And i believe that we'll pull through this. If worst comes to worst...ill just live in Brunei Hall for 19 days before my family comes and i join them in our rented apartment. Huhuhuhhuhuhu.

We had game night for the Brusheff society ummm....on friday night. it was aweEeeeesome. had a blast. played this game...i have NO idea what its called.. but pokoknya it was migraine-giving-laughing-fun. Took loads and loadsss of pics. which i will uploadddd as soon as i steal the pics from fish. hehehe.

Oh yeah...i just remembered. TODAY is FATHER'S DAY!!! I wonder if my dad got the package i sent him sudah. Brunei post is so damn slow sometimes its annoying -_-

That's one thing im gonna miss here. The post!! I LOVE how ALL the post, may it be packages or boxes....they will deliver it straight to your door. I swear, if i ever become minister (of communications?) i will strive to improve the postal system in Brunei. WAHAHAHA. Si taei aku ah...but that'll be cool though.. a FEMALE minister. nantitah ku mencuba. :P

Dijah is sleeping over at Sheffield till the 21st this mth...and Ena's coming today. so yay! sleepover week. But i think they (her and fish) are still sleeping in the next room. Boring eh. maybe i should wake em up. How the heck can they stay asleep with all the light shining through the curtains man? Hmmm....and my tummy's growling. Maybe i should find something to eat before i wake em up. ..... -_-

2008-06-09T21:57:00.000+01:00

Classssicccssss~~~~ :)

2008-06-08T11:46:00.002+01:00

SIALANNNNNNNN!!!! BRENGSEKKKKKK!!!!

ARGH!! gwe seettteeerrreeessssss bangatttttt!!! pusing kepalaaaaaaaaa!!!!!!!

HMPF. okay. just need to vent things out. i seriously feel like pulling a katherine heigl and start smacking my purse against the wall and say

"MOTHER FUCKERRRRRR!!!!!!!"

:'(

2008-06-07T08:31:00.006+01:00

ok. i have been guilty about not posting enough lately. but ive got a good reason. im freaking studying for my last exam paper, ofcourse i don't really HAVE time :P nyehhhh!! hehehe (defensiveeeeee~~) hehehe. nadabah.

anyways....i just checked out Airul's blog. You guys should check out this particular post. Really enlightening. And its very scary as well. Imagine if things were to keep up this way. If ppl were to remain blissfully ignorant or they just really dont give a rat's ass. Im really scared on the disastrous effects it can have for the future generation and on MY babies!! eh..melarat. bah check this out! Lick My Batteries.

Interesting isnt it?

Too serious for your brain? Need something totally funny that will make u laugh? hehehe. Check this other post out. Falling In Love. Pokoknya caliiiiiiii lah post nya satu ani. hahaha. I especially love the lil comic strip at the end. Kiut miut to the max!

Heyyyy~ this is turning more to be an actual post now. heh heh heh. Can't blame me for not updating regularly now. HAH! (although i did leech on Oirul there to have a bit of entertain on my post NYAAHAHAHHA)

2008-06-04T12:21:00.003+01:00

oh yeahhhhh baby~~~

ive just sent out my claims letter and hope that they will credit my account this july. summer sale here i comeeeee~~ heh heh heh. *thoughts of awesome shopping with my family are racing through my head rite now*

this is really dumb though. i havent even finished my last exam paper and im already excited. talorrr talor. but i cant help it you know. i havent seen my family in MONTHSSS and im totally excited to show em around. Although i cant gurantee ill show em a good time but this is still fucking awesome. i really can't wait.

today is the 4th. Sai and rashie and azie..and i cant think of anyone else who takes auditing...is sitting for their last paper today. and yet again..there will be more ppl who are rejoicing their new found freedom. and i will be the last one being bitter. well me and jidin as well lah. but jidin is never around me...so we both cant be depressed together. so BOO! im alooOoooOoooneeeee~~~

lonellllyyyy~~ im so lonelyyyyy~~~ (i dont care what u effers say..i still think this song is cute :P)

ok...i really dont know why im blogging. i just feel the need to do something utterly useless before i start grinding my nose in the books again. okay..ill just start typing the first thing that pops into my head.

*business strategy* eh shit...i dont wanna talk about biz strategy. so utterly boring (for you guys i mean..not for me.. esehhh~ mcm si taei hahaha)

*change* yes yes. that seems like a better topic.

have you guys ever wondered whether you've changed in the last few years? i like to think that i havent changed. But antah ah. maybe i have. i still talk to the same ppl ive hung out with since form 1...some ppl from primary school...altho im very ashamed to admit that i dont really keep in touch with the girls i hung out with in primary school. its such a shame. we had good times. its not cause aku ambung. its just that i really SUCK at keeping in touch bah. macam.. antah ah. i still do have them in my facebook/friendster and all. tapi antah. we just drifted apart i suppose. high school happened. we all went to different schools. and the phone calls stopped. masa dulu mana ada text msgs kamu ani eh. so it was harder to keep in touch. u can only have several phonecalls before u start getting bored and busy u know?

but im really glad that i still kept in touch with my girls now. i really am. i remember mentioning last time about how lucky i am that i still have them 7 girls in my life. why? well...you know how its really hard to find those ppl who will accept you for who you are despite all your flaws? (except for family lah - you'll always be binded to them no matter what) eh..im geting out of topic here. Anyways, like i said..its hard enough finding that ONE person who can accept you for who you are...but finding seven of em? thats a whole treasure right there :') i lap youse all to the max!!!!!!

awubah. and u other guys as well. you all know who you are. hehehe. kamu pun kiut miut and adorable to the max. and im thankful for you guys as well :)

pokoknya? i dont know what the purpose of today's blog is. all i know is that i wanted to talk about change and i talked about finding ppl accepting me despite my flaws. hehehehehe. the art of conversation. you gotta love em.

oOoooOoo. shayne ward is playing on my itunes rite now. i still like this song though. and he looks HOT in the videoclip. yg mana satu you ask? "if thats ok with you" bah. check it out on youtube. RAWR!

2008-06-02T11:59:00.003+01:00

Heads up to graduating Brusheff peeps!!!

I think all of us are buying our graduation robes right? and im also super duper sure that all of you know by now that we can make a claim on it arah the brunei students unit.

I called the welfare officer tadi andddd here are the claims that we can make:

- Undergraduate graduation robe
- Travelling expenses to heathrow airport

How we can make the claims:

- Make a letter (stating your sort code and account number in the letter)
- Enclose the receipts of all the transactions
- Enclose the bank statement that shows the money being debited from your account :)

Oh...and the letter should be addressed to the director of studies. He will then forward our letter to the finance department!!!

ANDDDDD...here's the GOOD news. if you make your claims now, meaning ASAP. They can even credit it to our account this JULY!!! YAY :) so to those who need the money for summer sale kahhh..apakahhhh..baiktah send your letters now. HEHEHEHEHEHEHE!!

yes....you're welcome. Appreciation gifts (including monetary ones $$$$) are accepted. Just IB it into my account. A pink 8GB nano is also preferred. HAHAHAHA

2008-05-30T15:42:00.003+01:00

my god. ive got disturbing things going through my head right now. sex and the city the movie is out now right? but i obviously can't watch it now. 2 very good reasons why i can't. the first would be cause im strapped for cash. (ive got to pay 375pounds for my freaking robe! thats why not) and second..ive got exams. HEH! But it's 75% more because im strapped for cash lah. hehehe.

anyhooos....to watch the movie..ive gotta finish watching the whole 6 seasons rite? i know..the season has ended like...a gazillion years ago...its just that i didnt have the money to buy ALL the boxsets...i only bought the 1st 2 seasons...and and andddd...being in brunei then...downloading the episodes were a bitch. its so effin slow it'll take forever. which is why i opted to buy the boxsets instead. anyhoos....internet is much faster where i am now. so i downloaded the 3rd season like..last week. and ive smartly managed to watch the episodes while im having lunch or before i sleep. smart eh? hehehe. shit. ive got 3 seasons to watch lagi before i can watch the movie.... -_- blame it on sopranos...grey's anatomy...criminal minds....gossip girl...samantha who and how i met your mother on why i havent gotten around to finish watching SATC (that stands for sex and the city btw). shitness...i just realized just how much series there are to watch. and i havent even included lipstick jungle and cashmere mafia!!!

eh...see? i always get off tangent to what i wanna say. *ahem* where was i? ah yes...i just finished watching ep 10 on season 3 tadi. (warning to those who havent watched season 3 and doesnt wanna know what's going on - pls do not read any further) but carrie is being such a bitch for cheating on her oh-so-nice bf and going for her MARRIED ex-bf!! talor kali. she has a good thing going on with her current bf..not to mention being hotter and sweeter than her ex. andddd..her ex is equally stupid as well. WHY OH WHY is he cheating on his hot young tall wife for carrie? yeah..shes got a nice body but shes shorter AND older?? ehhhh~ inda ku paham.

which leads me to have these disturbing thoughts in my head. are ppl never satisfied with what they have? i remember when carrie just started dating her current bf now..and she was overrr the moon about going on dates with him and all. and now that she has him..and they are happy and everything is smooth sailing and blue skies everywhere...shes going for something fucked up and wrong. is this what ppl want? or does she like the chase saja and once she has it she's bored now?

is human nature really like this? we only like the chase? once we have that thing we want...we'll get bored over it easily?

scratching my brain and trying to find real life examples...i figured taking myself as an example would be simple enough. just this morning i was going through ebay and searching for a bargain on the new pink nano. i loveeeeee this lil baby, even when i don't have it ... YET. heh heh. you would think having a nano already would make me satisfied. but noooo...i need to have the new 8GB one. a PINK one i might add. why can't i just settle for the old boring white one? WHY DO I NEED A NEW ONE? deep down i know i dont NEED it..but i know that i just want it.

will i never be satisfied with what i have? shit. i hope im not a carrie bradshaw waiting to happen. but then again. im such a materialistic bitch i probably won't ever be satisfied with all the material things in this world. but i know i won't be like that in a relationship. esehhhh~~ hehehehehe. *blush*

awu eh. im probably the record holder among my group for being in a longest relationship. 7 yrs man!!! crap. kalau ada anak tiap2 tahun ah...7 sudah anak ku bah ni. although i have a feeling mardhi is going to top me on that with her man herman. awhhh~ they are so getting hitched soon. but then again. i know that fifah is definitely gonna marry before mardhi. kan kan kan fif? when are u getting married eh? *nudge nudge* hehehe.

OMG. i feel so old. i cant believe im talking about marriages and babies. im gonna stop before i talk about menopause and havin grandkids ;p

2008-05-28T16:09:00.002+01:00

Remember her? Marie Digby? name is pronounced Ma-ree-ay rupanya.

Anywayssss.....a couple of months back i posted this song of her. One of my personal favourites. hehehe. probably cause i can relate to it :) ill post it p lagi skali lahhhhh~ to refresh your memories :P hereeee'ssss "stupid for you".

lawa ah? i like the song. you seeeee....im talking about it cause she released her albummmmm! lama plang sudah. she released it last April....i just came across her videoclip!! her first official videoclip!! yayyy! and the song is niceeeee toOOooo! so i instantly searched for the torrents to her album. and i found it. YAY! buttt...i dont really like the album version of "stupid for you" i prefer the piano version (refer to clip above) ah wellll~ i still like the song though. Here's the official video to her first single of her album. its called "say it again"

siapa minta the songs..just nudge me on msn. or im feeling extra rajin ill even email it to you. god knows just how slow the internet connection is these days :P

2008-05-25T20:59:00.003+01:00

Do you guys remember this song? I remember loving this song soOooo much when i was in KG2. i would listen to it balik2. i even had my dad buy the cassette for me. hehehe. CLASSIC EH!! CASSETTE!!!! hahaha. check this video out. lawaaa the song.

I like it when Keanu Reeves was talking. I just realized just how sexy his voice is. "terrible? no...it just reminds you that we are all alone that's all"

darn. he gave me the chills. heh heh heh.

2008-05-23T09:15:00.002+01:00

*yawns*

5 more days till exams start. im shitting in my pants. *SHRIEKS*

i just checked and read my tag board. Sheila and Zul linked me. coolies. Sheila didn't leave her blog's addy on her tagboard msg though...but Zul did. So when i visited Zul's blog...ada Sheila linked on his webbie as well. awesomeness. so i checked hers out... and rupanya Syami pun ada! nyehehehe. U see...i like to blog hop sometimes as well. So this is awesome. Im so kepoh..so i like to read what ppl have been doing with their lives as well. Yeah. Aku penyebok. Heehee ;P I'll permanently link em krg lah.

I finished downloading all Britney Spears 7 albums kelmarin. I was just listening to some of her songs..and i remembered shes got some cool songs from her album...so since i didn't bring it here with me (ketara jua ada all her albums tu hehe!) i decided to dl it arah limewire. But heck...limewire was so DUMB. it made my computer lag brabisssssss~ so that got me so MENTAL. so i found a torrent for all 7 cds. i love technology. siapa blame technology atu talor tu *snicker*

A good Britney Spears song that fellow fans should listen to:
- One Kiss From You
- When Your Eyes Say It
- Email My Heart
- You Got It All
- I've Got That Boom Boom
- Outrageous
- Curious

and again. i stress that this is for BRITNEY lovers. so if you only like *some* of her songs, you might think that most of em are too girly or has weak beats :P hmpf

2008-05-22T18:54:00.002+01:00

FREEDOMMMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!

hehehe. well technically...yes. freedom from assignments. i just handed in my last assignment. EVER! wow...i just realized that. seriously. i just did. how awesome is that? no more assignments till...well...FOREVER! muahahaha.

im so glad i got the third case study out of my mind. that was such a huge relief. *phew* now i can finally concentrate on studying for exams. my LAST exams mind you. hehe. for the time being anyway lah. I know ill go through more exams since im seriously considering doing the ACCA. but im not gonna worry too much into the future now. lalalalalalala~

its 7pm...and its still light out. i hate the time here. its so effing weird. i showered early today. pasal si fish awal mandi sudah. and i thought...that must feel good...so aku pun mau jua. hahahaha.

After handing our assignment this morning..us girls decided to hang out at cityview cafe and study di sana saja...so we stopped by at rashies place to pick her up dulu before heading out to the student union.

tried studying tadi..but its ok lah. i got some in. but i was too sleepy..so i curled up at the couch to sleep skajapppp saja. but then some guy who sounded a lot like borat woke me up. talor. so i continued studying. but then this lingka chick was talkin too loud...so i cudnt concentrate...grrr. so i had to cucuk telinga with my ipod. barutah dapat masuk. she sounded like a sim tadi. banar. komon sinara? jahaula! <--- only sim freaks will know wat this is. hahahahaa.

bah bah. i should get to studying. ive got enough break sudah :)

man im such a geek

2008-05-21T11:42:00.000+01:00

The Basics

Hair Color:	Black

Eye Color:	Dark Brown

Height:	157 cm :P

Profession:	Student by day, compulsive shopper by night hehe

Relationship Status:	Single and ready to mingle ;) hehehe

Religious Views:	Islamic

My Favorites

Favorite Color:	Pink

Favorite Car:	Lexus SC430

Favorite Movie:	u mean movies right? clueless, 10 things i hate about you, bring it on, far and away, se7en, juno, i am legend, malibus most wanted, hot fuzz....etc

Favorite Hobby:	shopping, surfing, sleeping over or having friends sleepover, eating out

Favorite Song/Singer:	Mariah Carey, Shania Twain, Destiny's Child, P.Diddy, Ciara, Sheila on 7, Chris Brown, My Chemical Romance, Linkin Park, McFly...eh banyak eh

Favorite Book/Author:	Amy Tan, Judith McNaught, Sophie Kinsella, No Logo, Dan Brown, Pride and Prejudice, Memoirs of a geisha

Favorite School Subject:	I used to like Maths Syllabus D back in high school, that was easy. hehehe

Favorite Vacation Destination:	Paris!!

Favorite Food:	Pizza Hut's Beef lasagne. Mama's cooking, shes superb! seriously... Drool

Favorite Restaurant:	Airport restaurant, c.a. mohd yayasan (mee mamak there is the best!), dynasty for the dimsum

Favorite Animal:	koocheng

Favorite Store:	accessorize, boots, river island and next

Favorite Celebrity :	adam sandler?

Favorite Childhood Friend:	Kamu 7 yg gila hehe

Favorite Childhood Memory:	Us singing in the car on the way to amal's place at the top of our lungs :')

Favorite Baby Name:	maximus gladiatos shamamus hahahahaha

Favorite Person In Your Life:	can i make it persons? my family :)

Favorite Facebook Application :	heh heh...mestilah ani! (mcm dpt hadiah saja aku ah...)

This or That

Chocolate or Vanilla:	chocolate bar and vanilla icecream

Big Mac or Whopper:	big mac

Coke or Pepsi :	coke

Beer or Wine:	neither

Coffee or Tea:	tea pls :)

Apple Juice or O.J.:	apple juice

Facebook or MySpace:	facebook

Summer or Winter:	summer. i hate the cold weather. blech

Windows or Mac:	windows lah.

Cats or Dogs:	cats for life baby! hehe

Boxers or Briefs:	oOoo...haha. boxers?

Rain or Shine :	shine. but id like it to rain in the afternoon when i feel like staying in. siuk begumpal hehe

Chips or Popcorn:	popcorn!! empire's sweeettt popcorn. tpi aku suka express punya chips jua....

Salty or Sweet:	sweet. i like em sweet baby!

Plane or Boat:	plane...its much faster :P

Morning or Night:	im a morning person :)

Movie or Play:	movie

Walk or Drive:	drive. im too lazy to walk. sayang kasut

Money or Love:	hmm...love. i can just make money rite?

Breakfast or Dinner:	eh gila? 2 atu saja?? i want all 3!!!

Forgiveness or Revenge:	it depends on the situation (uhoh..now u know i believe in revenge evil laugh)

Paint or Wallpaper:	Hmm..dua2 lawa. i guess paint lah. its much more economical i think

House or Apartment:	house. i want em BIG!!

Do You?

Have Any Pets:	used to. dont wany any anymore. bubbles is irreplaceable.

Have Any Children:	maybe in the future. aku mau 10!!! hahaha

Smoke:	hell no. firm believer that it will kill u one day

Drink:	nope

Exercise:	yes. i try to do it regularly :P

Spend Your Life On Facebook:	not as much :P

Play On A Sports Team:	hmm....occasionally!

Belong To Any Organizations:	em. yeah :)

Love Your Job:	well i sure hope i will love my job in the future

Like To Cook:	SOMETIMES. love to bake though.

Play An Instrument:	i play the violin terribly. if u ever feel like feeling constipated, give me a shoutout. hehe

Sing:	all the time. in my room, in the kitchen (belaki tua tia ku krg ni).

Dance:	whenever i get ready, i like to dance and jiggle to the music im listening to. hehehe

Speak Multiple Languages:	im bilingual :)

Ice Skate:	terribly. but i dont fall on my butt 90% of the time hehehe

Swim:	yepyep :)

Paint:	Hmm....i can probably make icky impressions of ppl and things on the paper. i suppose so :p

Write:	i don't really have a creative bone in my body. i only write when im forced to do so haha

Ski:	id love to try it out one day

Juggle:	nahhh..awful at it.

Have You Ever

Stolen Anything:	hahaha. yes. (very ashamed of it)

Been Drunk Before Noon:	never tried it :P

Got Caught Telling A Lie:	i suppose i have hehehe

Got A Speeding Ticket:	inda pernah ah...mari ku mencuba

Been Arrested:	never

Littered:	probably have but unintentionally. i usually just litter my bag though...

Fantasized About A Co-Worker:	hahaha. never.

Cheated On A Test:	Hmm..i dont think i have.

Cheated In A Relationship:	nope. firm believer of being loyal in a relationship thank you :)

Failed A Class:	sigh yes

Screened Your Phone Calls:	yes blush

Eaten Food Off The Floor:	hahaha. i tried to do that when i was a kid. thank god my mum saw before i put it in my mouth :P

Stuck Gum Under A Desk:	never

Wished You Were Someone Else:	hmmm....sometimes.

Cried During A Movie:	hahaha. A LOT

Had A One Night Stand:	nope :P

Other

Describe Yourself In One Word:	complicated?

Biggest Fear:	heights, losing someone

Biggest Mistake:	ugh..loads. dont even get me started :P

Your Proudest Accomplishment:	passing and getting to where i am :)

#1 Priority In Your Life:	making my family happy :)

Dream Job:	ahhh....not sure yet. ill be happy if i get a job that is suited for my qualification :)

Causes You Believe In:	not smoking.

Special Talents:	i can wake up early in the morning even if i dont have enough sleep the previous night :P haha

Where Are You Right Now:	in my room :)

Where Would You Rather Be:	home :(

Famous Person You Want To Meet:	oOoo....matthew lawrence? hehehe. hes HOT

Place To Visit Before You Die:	all the theme parks in the world...and um...the wonders of the world as well :)

Song Played At Your Funeral:	aku mau urg baca doa and sembhyg utk aku thank u very much :P

2008-05-18T22:22:00.002+01:00

Dedicated to those who have loved and lost

"Bye Bye"

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandmothers
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

As a child there were them times
I didn't get it but you kept me in line
I didn't know why you didn't show up sometimes
It's something more than saying "I miss you"
But when we talked too
All them grown folk things
Separation brings
You never let me know it
You never let it show because
You loved me and obviously
There's so much more left to say
If you were with me today face to face

[Chorus:]
I never knew I could hurt like this
And everyday life goes on like
"I wish I could talk to you for awhile"
"I wish I could find a way try not to cry"
As time goes by
And soon as you reach a better place
Still I'll give the whole world to see your face
And I'm right here next to you
It feels like you gone too soon
The hardest thing to do is say bye bye

(Bye Bye [3x])
Bye bye

And you never got the chance to see how good I've done
And you never got to see me back at number one
I wish that you were here to celebrate together
I wish that we could spend the holidays together

I remember when you used to tuck me in at night
With the Teddy Bear you gave to me that I held so tight
I thought you were so strong
That you can make it through whatever
It's so hard to accept the fact you're gone forever

[Chorus]

(bye bye bye bye bye bye [3x])
Bye bye

This is for my peoples who just lost somebody
Your best friend, your baby, your man, or your lady
Put your hand way up high
We will never say bye (no, no, no)
Mamas, daddies, sisters, brothers, friends and cousins
This is for my peoples who lost their grandfather
Lift your head to the sky 'cause we will never say bye

[Chorus]

2008-05-18T14:56:00.002+01:00

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At the moment they are operating by having a pick-up point. But heck. It's in Brunei. So you can reach any place within half an hour WITH traffic jam.

2008-05-17T09:45:00.004+01:00

Went to the Goodwin Sports Centre last night to watch the boys play football against the Omani Society. But the Omani dudes didn't show somehow. So they ended up having a friendly match against MASSOC group. (stands for malaysia and singapore society).

It was good fun. Took pictures on the way :)

The road was littered with pink flowers!! :)

I wanna plant this pink tree at my home nanti. Its big too!!

Got kinda bored watching the boys kick the ball around so....
(si Fish tinggi pasal ia pakai her new shoes :P hehe)

and last but not least.....the most anticipated pictures of Zyden ~~the gay~~ !!
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Told you guys i'll put all of the pictures up. Even the ones without me in it :P hehehe. Nah! puas hati mu sudah mr sheffield? kekekeke

Oh. and im not so sure about the match scores. 4-4 kali.

2008-05-16T17:36:00.002+01:00

I've been having conversations with several of my friends recently about how relatively easy it is to please girls or make us happy.

Hmm...for instance. I was feeling a bit under the weather yesterday..and then suddenly Fish came into my room with a crazy grin on her face and my eyes travelled down to her feet. The bitch's shoes came in the post! and DARN! lawa brabis her sandals. So i instantly wanted to buy shoes. I was actually feeling a bit sleepy cause i was doing some reading for my case studies assignment. But heck. Going through shoes and shoes (pretty ones at that too) instantly revived me. Heehee. and i found two pretty pairs of shoes. LOVE ESPRADILLES!! so yummy to look at and also yummy to the feet :)

Ive decided to buy only one pair though. Cause im thinking of getting myself the satin pink V3. Gotta pick which one is more important. And since they dont have the satin pink version in Brunei...i figured its more important to get the V3 now (yeah i know its such an old phone,i still love it ok? :P)

But anywaysss..im getting way off base here. Im just saying that...right after doing a little bit of retail therapy, i immediately feel better. The power of buying pretty things.

Right now as we speak..Fish is doing some retail therapy as well. Shes feeling pretty bummed at the mo. And having her hang out with me is not helping either. Why? Cause ill let her indulge herself with buying anything. Hey, if it makes you happy, i say go for it! hehe.

Tapi talor eh. Being depressed...will make us broke.

depressed + shopping = depleted balance in account

But eh wait..apa point ku tadi ah? ah yes. how easy it is to make a girl happy.

Oh wait. i think ill make a list lah. much easier that way. Just give us:-

1) retail therapy
2) ice cream (haagen daz's praline and cream preferrably)
3) a good gossip sesh with your gfs
4) chocolates
5) new SHOES

ofcourse it won't make the problem go away. But it will definitely make us feel happier for the time being.

kan kan kan?

2008-05-15T13:35:00.001+01:00

The last video i posted reminded me of the last stupid video i took with my friends. The thing is, it was unintentional wah. We were hanging out at my place and were taking one of our many camwhoring pics, and i didnt realize that it was on video mode instead of picture mode. So that explains why were quiet and still in the beginning until i realized what was up and said "OH?!" and then we all started cracking up.

*sigh* i miss having one of those 'ketawa sampai sakit parut' sessions with u babes. Miss you all to bits!!! *hugs till tulang kamu patah* hehehe

2008-05-14T14:40:00.003+01:00

A video i took of us when Dijah was sleeping over at sheff. Kekekeke. This was when we were getting ready to sleep at Fish's room :P

2008-05-11T12:26:00.002+01:00

I was checking out my lil sister's website. And she posted a video of these boys dancing in the MD's auditorium? anyways...i think its from the DMC (stands for dance motion club kah?) anyways...i think those boys are pretty good. i liked the end parts. kudos to em! :)

and as usual...i like to just check out the related videos. and i came across these chicks exotic dancing to flo rida's low. suka ku. and to them boys who are into big booties! nah..liat tia. hahahaha. you'll get an eyeful here. hahahaha

2008-05-11T08:52:00.004+01:00

Pictures from the picnic yesterday!! :)

Highlights of the picnic:

Me and Fish arrived early?! hehe. Well we weren't "early". We were the first to arrive :P Some poklen orang putih came and just started talking to us and telling us some nonsense shit about him being dumb and all. Err? He went away...and said he'll come back. We saw him bothering some other orang putihs...but this time he had a DOG with him. AIYOYOYO! na mauuuuu!! So we had to MOVE to another park! Hmpf. So we walked to the park that is across Victoria Halls. It was pretty nice there as well. The grass is much much much more softer. hehe. We ended up hanging out there till 4. All in all? great day yesterday :)

2008-05-10T09:46:00.003+01:00

Random moments:

Me: We have intelligent and intellectually stimulating conversations rite?
Fish: Yeah...you know...like....now..
Me: Yeah!!! *nods in agreement* totally!!

sayang saja the govt mengantar kami belajar jauh2. *shakes head*

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Me and fish making maggi one night:
Me: Aku mau yg banyak soup!! *looking at the two bowls*
Fish: Aku mau yg sikit mee!!
*us both taking the bowl we wanted and then scooping some noodles and soup put from our own bowl and into the other's bowl*

kalau di pikirkan inda jua menjadi tu. tahan2 jua masih tu. after several scoopings, i stopped and said

"what the hell are we doing??!" *making a confused look*

and then we both started laughing our heads off. So i settled for having more soup and slightly more noodles. kekekeke!

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Me and Fish being bored one night and so we hung out in my room and watched Jesse McCartney videos. (probably cause i was the one on the laptop and fish was just going along with whatever i'm searching for on youtube)

*shes no you comes on*
Me: waaaaa!! he's so cute
Fish: Kalau bf ku menyanyi ani arah aku,aku inda insecure lagi!
Me: i knowwww~ aku mau cowok!
Fish and me: *sighhhhsss*

*leavin comes on*
Me: EEEEE!! he's so hot! how can anyone not say he's hot??!
Fish: Emm...aku ok lah.
Me: WHAT?! he's hot!!
Fish: Kau suka pretty boys miz
Me: inda jua!! i like em rugged and handsome too!
Fish: Mix lahh...
*we both nod in agreement and continued watching Jesse*

*Just so you know comes on*
Me: *sniff* kesian eh!
Fish: waaa! sakit tu...
*both of us referring to his hurt look cause he's in love with a girl he's not supposed to be with*
Me: *choke* awhhhh~ he looks so SADD!! my god he so knows how to act!! *sniff*
*Fish giving me a weird look*
Fish: Ia apa saja belakon pun kau suka. Ia belakon beria lagi kau suka kali.
Me: WAHAHAHAHAH!! MANADAAAA!!!

and then we searched for other videos lagi. I told u we were bored....

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Me: ooh! ooh! guess wat? someone told me that the fats in the ass prevents diabetes or something.
Fish: iakah?? YEAHHH!!!
*we smacked our asses and gave each other winks*
anything to make us girls feel better about our big asses.

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Seriously though. All this happened in a few days. Can we BE anymore talor? i swear i do have my intellectual moments. And i do read and do my work and tutorials. Tapi talking about it here won't be as much fun as tellin ya'll about the tancit things we did rite? heeheehee!

Picnic that's organized by Syam is todayyy! YIPPPEEE! I can't wait. I've never had a picnic here before :)

Will camwhore today.

2008-05-08T17:20:00.003+01:00

Two very contrasting performance for the indonesian idol auditions. My brother ni suruh check out this video. The first one is this ~~gay~~ flamboyant guy. His english mcm inda betantu. Somehow i have a feeling that he just tried to memorise the lines but he doesnt even know what it means. hehehe.

Apanah ia nyanyi? linkin park's numb! hahahaha.

The second one ani i likeeee. I like his voice. Its so gruff. It's so A.J backstreet boys like. Check it out! Oh, and just in case you're wondering, the song he's singing is ST 12's rasa yang tertinggal.

2008-05-08T10:22:00.002+01:00

*yawns and stretches lazily* itsssss 10.30am. i woke up at 9.30 tadi. and the whole house is quiet. -_-. bukan quiet pasal durang tidur masih..its quiet cause i think im the only one at home. Everyone else has class. Not sure if Sai is at home though...tapi usulnya macam inda.

I am totally totally loving this guy's voice. Lawaaaaaaaaa lawa brabis. His name's Aki. Actually met him di London when we were waiting for our train to Paris. His group didn't have any place to stay, so he was wondering whether they could bunk with us. Tpi at the last minute ada tia tampat tinggal for em...sooOooo inda jadi lah. Kalau ku tau ia pandai nyanyi cani..ill be like "helloooo~ pls sing me to sleep every night ;)" WAHAHAHAHAHAHA! nadabah. ia kanak2. im not a paedo :P

But hell..check this video of him singing out. LAWAA!!! aku balik2 dangar. when i say balik2 atu thats an understatement tu hehehe :P kalau ada urg nyanyi arah aku cani..tarus ku ter-fall bah. confirm!! (sanang kan to get a girl's heart? laki2 ganya talor inda tau cana..tsktsk)

lawakan? jiwang kamu slajur mendangarkan?

speaking of jiwang. si fish ni punya pasal im also acting and feeling this way. her jiwang-ness is rubbing off on me. ~~si jiwang ah~~. tiap2 dangar lagu, jiwang. ehhhhh~ inda bagus inda bagus. i shouldn't be acting this way. But u know, seeing her happy...makes me have hope and believe (dangar tu fish?? kau inspirasi ku!) and what ena says makes total sense. and i quote "you have to go through several fucked up relationships to get to the special one" and then aku tambah lagi from there..."so that when you finally find the right one, you'll know how to treat it right"

:)

that was some deep shit rite? did i not sway you? did i not move you to tears? hahaha.

But im glad about all the things that have happened to me. I mean. Yes. I had my heartbreak with Baz. And i was REALLY angry and hurt. And all i wanted to do was lash out? But u know, now ive gotten over it and im actually missing the good times we had. Reminiscing the sweet moments. It was nice :) And it wouldn't have made me what i am today if all that didn't happen. So i learnt my mistakes from my relationship with him. and maybe maybeeee when i meet mr right, ill be all perfect for him. kan kan? then there was ping. that was totally insignificant cause we weren't even official and everything was just over the internet and the phone. And now that i think about it...i think he was the rebound guy. Why? two important things, met him 3 weeks after i broke up with baz and two, i don't feel anything when we're not in contact anymore.

It was going downhill anyways, when we weren't talking a lot anymore, i was losing interest. and that was BEFORE i found out about that horrible thing about him. EEEE. what was i thinking?? i plead temporary insanity for going for someone that is totally not my type. thank you thank you to anonymous tipper for showing me the light and showing me what he's really like. *shudder* But im glad i met him and it didn't work out between us. becauseeeee....if that didn't happen. i wouldn't have thought of pairing up my lil two babies together. HEHEHEHEHE. and we wouldn't be all jiwang rite now. kan kan? so i think ping was just an instrument from god to make those two happen. so im glad :) god works in mysterious ways. it's amazing!!

ok. ill stop jabbering. gonna shower now before the others get back home. i dont wanna be buruk masih when they get home from school :P

2008-05-06T19:52:00.002+01:00

Dijah has gone back to London yesterday. Partly because the holiday is over and partly because she has class on Wednesday (booooOoo!!) hehehe. nadabah. u know i lap u daleng.

I've been sleeping late the past few nights (durang tu punya pasal...antu!) So it took me a long time to sleep last nite. Big mistake...tadi pagi i felt like crawling back to bed. I hate having one hour classes in the morning.

Oh oh..speaking of antu..i was talking to my lil sister the other day. I think it was two days ago? cant remember..anyways....she said...there has been some supernatural disturbances at home more and more recently. GAH!!! that is so berijab! she went on to tell me that abg has been seeing something hanging out in my room and hanging outside HER room as well sometimes. But mostly arah my room lah..cause obviously, my room has been empty since last summer. eeeee...ijab kuuuu! that's what i hate about leaving rooms empty...i should ask my lil sister to hang out in my room more...like..use my room for her study room or something in the meantime. Now im not lookin forward to sleepin in my room -_-

Oh, the other berijab happening? U know how babies can "see" things kan? well anyways, aysya was in the kitchen wah...and she wouldn't stop crying? she just kept on crying and crying and looking wildly around her...so my dad brought her to the living room...lapas atu barutah ia stop crying. BRRR!!! did she see something in the kitchen? FREAKY!!!

Ahhhh well~ ill ask my dad to azan kan my room saja nanti once i get back.

*yawn* im actually getting sleepy now... its ten past 11 sudah. just nice..ill just wait for my hair to dry...and im offff to bed :)

2008-05-03T23:20:00.002+01:00

Memburuk Day 2 and 3

Slept late...woke up late. ordered in. watched some movies. gossiped. limpang2. guling2.

i think its safe to say that we have been memburuk-ing. Heck. I even combined memburuk day 2 and 3 in one post. heh heh heh!

im trying to persuade the girls to watch the eye with me. Fish is glued to her laptop. ~~si jiwang ah~~. Dij is hooked to playing the golden compass on the DS. Should've told her to play cooking mama instead. banar. she's glued to it i cant pry her off it.

oOooo..my lil sister is on. i am goin to kacau her instead. nyahaha. yes i am bored. bite me :P

2008-05-02T11:07:00.002+01:00

Day 1 of memburuk-ing (1st may)

Had my haircut at creator. Bloody awesome. me and fish thinks we were given the designer. So we got the 34.95 price. *(&*^$%&*@$@(*!!!!

But ok lah, in the end we didn't mind. Causeeee~ she was awesome. She knew her shit. So i like her :) And i like my new haircut...although im still trying to adjust to seeing myself with a fringe. it's so weird....

We hung out at costas after that before we picked Dijah up...

Picked Dijah up..and as usual that girl is so pengatil...she actually saw me and fish rushing towards the end of the coach station thinking that she would be there when she actually was waiting for us di dapan sudah. She just let us go till the end and looked around for a while before she called me. HAHAHAHA. talor anak ah :P

We went home first and dropped off her bag and rested for a while before going meadowhall. Ate at shere khans. YUM. Then we just shopped and looked around.

Oh oh...and everyone...Boots is having a 10 points for every 1 pound u spend on a single transaction over 15pounds. so bali bali tah!!! hehe. ive got 3.70 pounds worth to spend in store now. wooOoooott~ hehehe. then we headed to tesco cause we were all out of food..and i need to feed dijah something in the next few days so i need to get something. haha. kalau inda malas ku sudah tu :P

went back home...got hungry again..and we ordered pizza. but ketara nafsu wah kami ah, cause i was full by the time i got to the second slice...so we all have one untouched pizza left.... -_-

but i guess we can reheat that for lunch. after showering and freshenin up....we all just gabbed and gabbed and gabbed in fish's room. (dragged all my pillows and blanket to fish's room - we're all gonna bunk in her room this weekend - she has a HUGE queen air bed siukkk!)

Had an awesome time..we just laughed and laughed till i was crying my eyes out. talor wah durang ah. I dont know what time i finally conked out. i just remember conking out coz i was too tired. hehehe. so here i am...typing away cause they aren't up yet. eh wait...one of em just got up..must be dijah. im famished...i wonder when they'll be up cause im starving!!!!

2008-05-01T09:43:00.002+01:00

PINCH AND PUNCH EVERY FIRST OF THE MONTH!! wahahahaha!

hamaigawdd~ havent been blogging in a while. the reason? nada. ive just been caught up with doing other stuff lately i suppose :P itsssss.... 9.42 am as i type. i just woke up aboutttt....half an hour ago kali...im actually supposed to be having breakfast rite now...coz i wanna eat again before i leave home krg.. -_-

okay. just got back in my room. and im noisily crunching on my frosted flakes. Yum. ill never get tired of this cereal.

i have reached a verdict. i am getting the short haircut. Well its not really SHORT short.. its a bit past the shoulders, but its a hell lot shorter than the haircut ive got now. and im getting short bangs...so im REALLY hoping it'll look good on me :)

me and fish are leaving at 12 krg... and its 10 now.. bwoh..i havent showered. i should get going soon..but i think the boys need to use the shower first..i think theyve got class today something. nyahaha. kami nadaaa~ we're freeeee from thursday till monday! (its still monday coz this monday is a bank holiday)

so thats why i asked my babe dijah to come here and hang out with us for the weekend. She missed memburuk-ing with us anyways. so i figured...wat better time than this weekend rite? and i thought i need to get all the memburukness out of my system before i start grinding my nose in the books for my final exams. MY GOD. FINAL EXAMS! gila...after that ill be officially FREE. man that feels so good.

i was just reading through my tag board. kayut. ive got a blog hopper going around. heehee. i visited her blog as well... its pretty awesome..shes got all these applications up on her blog that i can't be bothered to put up. so rajin.

oh..and i have a current obsession rite now. im obsessed with jesse mccartney. i knowww i knowww..hes like...1 and a half yr younger than me. but DAYM!! he is HAWT! and i think its more because he had his hair colored dark now. and and and...his song is SO KIUT!! i like his latest single 'leavin'. it's all jay's fault for making me dl this song. ani ia plang sasak dangar aku drool all over him. NYAHAHHA.

he's so grown up now ah? RAWRRR!!! oh oh..the acoustic version is SO lawa as well. check it out! :)

lawa suaranya ahhhhh?? i want a guy to serenade me this song while he plays his guitar!! *swoons and faints*

2008-04-27T21:14:00.002+01:00

rurururururururururu (siapa pernah terkana emoticon ku ani tau what it means ni hehehehe)

anywayssss...i had an awesome weekend. banyak happenin yo! haha. well i watched the match between Brunei and Malaysia. The score? it was a tie...3-3. It wasnt as fun cause it was raining tho...so that bit pretty much sucked. Stayed at Zyden's that night after the match. We went back to his flat first where he could freshen up and showered first. Then we had dinner at Shaman's with Zur and Jidin. NYAMANNNNN ayam nya... too bad i was kanyang though...i would've enjoyed it more if i wasnt stuffed to begin with. Ah well~ nanti lagi mencuba lah.

After heading back we all watched REC. bloody hell man. that movie is effin freaky. especially the ending lah. freaking disturbing. and aku kesian si jidin. nyehehehe. he has seen the movie before..tpi ia tekajut2 when watching as well..not because of the movie but cause i shrieked. hahaha. but it was good fun lah. i made zyden play ace venture after we watched REC though...cause i needed to watch something funny to get my mind off the hantus so i can sleep...it worked like a charm...cause i fell asleep like..10-20 mins of watching the movie..ahaha. so in the end i ended up tertidur arah the living room. woke up at around 9am kali...and i saw the movie abis sudah..and rupanya si zyden pun tetidur meliat the movie jua. talor anak ah..inda di banguni nya aku masa ia tau aku tetidur.

mardhi's lil bro rusydi and his fren (i forgot his name) came over some time around noon that day. siuk ku membuli. we played bowling arah the wii. i totally creamed them. nyahahahaha. after that we watched the chelsea vs man utd match di bawah arah the projector. tapi palui...the receptionist nada so nada sound and the spotlights were still switched on..so inda brapa nampak the image from the projector. bOooo...so i got bored and told zyden im going off to join rashie at her place. (inda pandai teranah aku ah - boring bah)

lotsa interesting happened when i was at her place. kami begossip as usual lah. hehehe. but in the end we both got depressed. so i headed back homeeeee~ its good to be back and sleeping at my bed again. nyehehehe.

i cant wait for this thursday! me and fish made an appointment arah creator. we are getting our haircut that day. ive decided to get short bangs. and my hair is getting toOoo long. so im getting it cut. the thing is kan..i cant decide to get which length. whether it should be shoulder length short orrrrr medium length. i wanna get the length and the short bangs mcm this girl at this videoclip. check it out!!

so cana baik ah? i still love this song and this videoclip. kesian ahhhh? macam...before he gave up his sight he did all the things he love one last time. *sniff*

tapi cali bah. there's this one scene where she called him, rash says cause the girl wanted him to bring an umbrella and pick her up cause it was raining. tapi aku kecali-an..the girl obviously called and all cause she wants to share the umbrella with him apa and walk together...tpi he took another umbrella out for him jua. MUAHAHAHA. inda romantic. cali tah banar laki2 ani.

eh eh..im getting off topic here. so cana baik ah?? the girls hair at the beginning of the videoclip atau masa at the end when her hair is medium length sudah? cana? cana? i dont mind getting a vote. hehe. gladly leave your comments on the tagboard pls :)

terima kasih :)

2008-04-25T13:13:00.002+01:00

I just finished watching "shoot em up". Its such a good action packed movie. I like. I like it very the much. HEH HEH.

There's one thing i noticed about the movie though. The car the hero in the movie keeps using was a beamer. So that just made me think. BMW sponsor kah? And ada this one scene (don't worry, u can continue on reading, it won't spoil the storyline i swear) the hero was pissed (he needs anger management) cause there was this prick who was driving recklessly on the road, and coincidentally, this prick was driving a benz! what are the odds? Beamer's competition. nyahahaha. so in the end, the hero ended up slamming the side of his beamer to the benz's side. and whammo! the prick ended up at the side of the road. WAHAHAHA. cali!

speaking of coincidences....life is really ironic ah? several things have been happening these past few days. inda plang eventful brabis. considering that i spent most of my days (since last WEEKEND can?!) cooped up in my room studying/doing my tutorial/studying for the damn test/doing my assignment. But anyhoooss...im getting side tracked here. Me and Fish was just wondering why it's so funny that we always seem to come across hot dudes when we look our worst. and we never come across any when we are all dolled up.

you wanna know how bad i looked? well...lets just say that all i did that day was took a shower...put on a shirt,changed into jeans, put a sweater on,twisted my hair and put it up with a clip (unbrushed and tousled hair btw) and power walked to school. so its safe to say that by the time i reached school i looked very....um..lets just say i looked like a fright. haha. hey i didnt think much..i just wanted to hand in my assignment ok?? :P

speaking of ironic lagi..i was on the phone with pinky..i dunno...about 2 weeks ago kali? i cant remember, and i was just talking about wanting to change the layout of my blog..and he told me that he likes his lil sister's blog punya layout..and he told me the addy...so i checked it out while we were still talkin on the phone..and something so coincidental brabis happened. theres this pic of this guy arah his lil sisters blog bah...and he looked familiar brabis..so i asked him siapa lah...and then something about his name clicked and it rings a bell bah..and lurus ada a link to HIS blog arah the sister's blog. and then ter-click tia.

this happened a LONGG time ago btw. i was still with my ex that time. and i remember he told me that this guy was talkin about me on his blog blabla. and i just checked it out lah. and true enough, he mentioned some stuff about me lah. i revisited it again recently just to see if this is the same guy. and its kinda funny though. i mean...coz in this guy's blog..he mentioned how he would just mention me cause he never would've thought that *i* would come across his blog and read it. tapi what are the odds that my own BF (well my THEN bf anyways) would come across it and READ it..and then tell me about it? ironic brabis kan? BF ku lagi tu eh (my then bf i mean). life is so funny. what are the chances of that happening? like one in a million? and then it DID happen. for safety reasons...i will not mention any names. manatau the same thing will happen to me jua. bari malu jua tu. kekekeke. so i will not mention anything. nope nope nope.

i just finished doing my laundry..so now my clothes are hanging in my room...making the whole room smell like fresh laundry *inhales deeply* ahhhh~ smells nice :)

going to sleepover at zyden's tonite. He wanted to show me this cerita antu. called REC kah? lupaku...but it's supposed to be berijab. so since krg durang ada football match..i figured after meliat...tarus balik sama ia lah. at least i won't hafta worry about going back home late apa. i can just balik isuk pagi. so i think i'll leave home akhir sikit. i wanna have my dinner and shower dulu. so i won't hafta shower at his place tonite. isuk pagi sja :P liatlah...it depends on whether he has fresh towels...im too malas to bring my towel to his place...kalau inda mandi masa aku balik saja eh. but im taking your bed dude...YOU are taking the couch! nyehehehe. thanks den! i lap you! (bwoh...membaca tia si anonymous - indabah inda!)

bah..im gonna fold my clothes now :P

2008-04-22T16:45:00.002+01:00

HOLY CRAP. i was just talking to Syu tadi. about jay sean. ~~i knew that guy had to be gay~~. and he was just saying how the lyrics are different. There are TWO versions to the song. the old one was where he said he kept "checking his facebook all the time hoping you've checked my profile". and the new one was "check myspace all the time hoping you've checked my profile".

i think i prefer the old one better. the one with facebook in it. pasal after that he had a 2nd verse. where he went on saying how he's always on the phone with her everynight bla bla. the new one just goes straight to the bridge tarus. nyehhh.

it's just so FUNNY wah. i was just having this conversation with fish the other day.

Me: eh...gila. i can totally relate to this song
Fish: *rolls eyes* and grins
Me: tapi...cubatah bukan myspace. cubatah facebook! barutahhhhh~!
Fish: jiwang..

WHAHAHAHAHAHA. ada rupanya.

the whole point of this post? jay sean is HOT

2008-04-22T11:54:00.002+01:00

Isn't Aysya the cutest lil person EVER?! eee...her pipi is so tabam. I really can't wait to see her. Probably another reason why i seriously can't wait to go home. I really can't wait to meet her!!! I really think i'm just going to kidnap her one night from her crib and bring her to sleep with me. HEHEHEHE! Biar her parents cari2. *snicker*

Gossip Girl ep 14 is out sudah!! WOOT! i was searching around for it last nite..tpi alum lagi kluar. So i was a bit worried they wouldn't even let ppl distribute it online cause they have this new thing where they aren't going to stream it on the network website itself. Something to do with trying to get more ppl to watch it on TV rather than online. Something about ratings. Wateverlah. im just happy ada torrents nya sudah. hehe. Samantha Who ep 12 pun ada kluar sudah. HEHE. awesomeee! something to watch while i take my break and eat. Ugh. Im just so sick of keeping my nose grinded on articles and books and cases. Oh well...at least ive got this weekend to look forward to.

Smell my grilled fish and potato. So im going to have my lunch now. Adios!!

Speaking of Adios....Ive this inside joke with my housemates...so im going to give it a try. By it i mean...answering my phone with "oOoOOollllaaaaaa~!" instead of the usual "hello". LOL!

2008-04-21T22:43:00.002+01:00

I want you.

I want you so bad.

*sigh*

Why are you so hot?
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oh pink krzr oh pink k1
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you are the hottest thing in my hot list right now
*lets out a wistful sigh*

2008-04-20T08:51:00.002+01:00

Sunday morning and i woke up really early. *sigh* thats not by free will ofcourse..id love to just stay snuggled in bed where its nice and warm. I hate this week. I really hate it. Stupid assignments. I don't have classes from Thursday and obviously till Sunday. And guess what? i've been cooped up at home. In my room!! Blech. My brain feels so fried...i need fresh air. But the air outside is so chillingly cold. so going outside is making me think twice as well.

*sigh* i just can't wait for all this to be over. I wish i can just fast forward time...you know..like that movie click? i won't overuse it like he did ofcourse hehehe O=) okaylah..maybe a teeny weeny lil bit. or maybe i can just rewind time? erase all my mistakes? that'd be awesome. It's equivalent to a time machine. But only better...cause you can do stuff with the remote...like delete and stuff. Change colours, etc. Hell you can't get THAT with a time machine!

I'm not a big fan of my tax lecturer. she's taking up way too much of our time. and i really resent the fact that we have to do this assignment-ish/test-ish thing this wednesday. Why can't we have it done like any other regular assignment? nOooo...she wants us to do the assignment in an HOUR...under exam conditions! FEH! She's EVIL!! evillllllll!

I'm not gonna get much sleep done till thursday *sigh*. speaking of sleeping. I had a NIGHTMARE tadi. *shudder* by nightmare i don't mean the uncool boring nightmares where i realize i'm in class and i'm naked. Heck that's such a boring over-rated nightmare. My nightmare is about H. Awu bah. H. U know...A-N-T-U? GAH!! I don't know why i keep having frequent nightmares. But i suspect that my recent talks with a couple friends of mine about horror movies is a big contribution. Tapi talor tadi...i woke up startled, and jolted and sat up tarus. I hate it when that happens. Have ya'll ever have that? Where you sat up from sleep tarus? Well i did that tadi...and then i realized it was just a dream. And i shrugged and lied down balik. Coincidentally my alarm went off a couple of minutes after. I have a talent for doing that you know. It's like my brain has an alarm clock as well (but it's set a few minutes early than my phone) hahaha. Seriously! it's like...no matter what time i set my alarm to...5 kah...4 kah...6 kah. Id alwayssss wake up a few minutes before it comes off. It's a gift!! Well not always like..more like....45% of the time. And it's usually cause I didn't sleep well. haha.

My god...this is turning to be one really long membual post. i should get going and continue my work now. I swear my ass is getting bigger each passing minute cause im constantly sitting down. blech!

2008-04-19T13:55:00.002+01:00

Step up 2? is the BEST! i think its better than the first one :P hehe! cause the dance moves are wayyy better. Although the male lead in the first one is hotter plang...i'll give it that lah.

But check out the dance moves on this one. HAWT! This is my favourite part of the movie!

Lawa ah?? This is the complete version of the whole dance routine...but i the quality is a bit crap though. I can't find one that has a high quality. But check it out..its worth it :P

The guy in the red and yellow jacket? He's mine ah? :P sorry girls. haha.

And if you haven't seen this movie and you're still not swayed by all the dance moves? Check out the trailer! it's awesome. i swear to god you'd wanna watch it before the trailer even ends :P

and if you're wondering which songs were playing during the last dance (the second clip i showed), its timbaland's bounce, rage against the machine's killing in the name of and swiss beatz' money in the bank. even the tracks played in the movie is hot!!

2008-04-18T21:15:00.002+01:00

I don't know if you gals have noticed my nick on MSN. but La Senza is having a sale. i was checking out studentbeans.com tadi. and i was just going through the forum for the best deals that students have found and this one girl posted up that La Senza is having a sale.

So i checked it out.

And darn!! darn darn darn! lawa lawaaaaaa barangnya!!

i especially loved the panties. 5 for 10pounds! hel-lo?! thats so cheap can?! i want the lacey ones. its so pretttttyyyy. oh why are they so pretty!!

tapi it says they only offer free standard delivery on orders over 30 pounds. And im too malas to check out how much delivery would cost for 5 panties. And im more afraid than malas to check. Cause im afraid if i check it out...ill end up buying it. and i don't need new panties. my drawers are so full of it already. i guess muat plang tu if i just stuff it all in...tapi...no...i will not indulge myself.. ~~or maybe i will.....~~

2008-04-18T09:51:00.003+01:00

HAHAHA. Did my usual morning routine. Switched my laptop on...checked my emails....the usual shiznit. Then i did a lil bit of surfing and read my friend Airul's blog. CALI! i liked his latest post. It's so funny that it deserves to be linked! Click here :)

Feeling bored and wondering which songs you should dl? Lemme recommend a few:

- Jay Sean - Maybe (awu...aku masih suka!!)
- The Feeling - Without You
- The Hoosiers - Worried About Ray
- Usher - Love In This Club
- Britney Spears - Break The Ice
- Che'nelle - Hurry Up

2008-04-17T20:33:00.002+01:00

Random facts about Mizah

- Is afraid of the dark. I need to sleep with my bedlamp on
- Loves watching cerita antu...ONLY when ramai2. I need to have at least one person there with me
- Has a bantal buruk that she lovingly calls B.B (thats short for bantal buruk btw). But she is currently sleeping with B.B the second. B.B the first passed away. (her mom threw it away.... -_-)
- Is still in love with Bubbles. I still can't get over Bubbles death and still feel that no cat can ever replace him :'(
- Loves Billy Madison so much that she can recite most of the lines from the movie
- Is also sleeping with another pillow that she calls pinky. This pillow is a cat. a PINK cat...hence the name
- Needs to listen to music when she gets ready for school every morning. Loves to jiggle to the music as well. I think that's why i need to have at least an hour to get ready...i like to distract myself by singing and dancing in front of my full length mirror. I'm just wondering if Lei (who's room is next to mine) can hear me singing from his room? NYAHAHA
- Has 6 phone lines, hence 6 different phones. Phones that i will plan to tukar2 each time when im back in bru...according to my moods orrrr...how big my bag is for that day
- Do not believe in eating food raw. Which is why i don't eat sushi
- Has been practicing hard with eating her food with chopsticks. And im proud to report that i have improved a lot hehehe
- Loves to eat tumpi with sardines. what? don't knock it till u try it. its niiiicee~
- Likes to get herself distracted before doing MAJOR work. such as now. im supposed to finish up my tax tutorial so i can concentrate on biz strategy tomorrow. *sigh*
- Loves to kacau her lil sis Anis. I think it's my way of showing affection. I just like listening to her whining voice. HEHEHE! kan ni-chan? niiiiii-channnnn~ ohhhhh ni-channnn! kekekeke.
- On that note..i love singing at the top of voice when im in the shower (at home) so i can annoy the hell out of my lil sis. (her bathroom is next to mine and she can hear EVERYTHING from there haha)
- Can't cook as hell. But i believe im a pretty darn good baker. Siapa minta buatkan kek mata kucing??
- Is fiercely loyal to her friends. Kepada lelaki yg planning to break my girlfriends' hearts. Cubatah! ku bacakan yasin kau krg. baru kau tauuuuu! ku sumpah sampai 7 keturunan

ok. i cant think of anymore. haha. awu. aku jobless.

2008-04-17T10:36:00.002+01:00

Song im currently addicted to right now. Jay Sean's "maybe". lawaaaaaaaa lawaaa! yeah..i know he's k...tpi kan...lagunya lawa. and and and....ia ada british accent masa ia nyanyi. hehehe. i mean.. i know he's brit and all..tpi...cali. hehehe.

2008-04-16T22:00:00.002+01:00

me, fish and rashie went to creativity and innovation skills workshop at the octagon centre that was held by PwC tadi. i was really excited prior to attending it....i had high expectations that it was going as awesome as the other workshops that were held by BT or Accenture. skalinya...kwang kwang kwang. it was....mediocre. no...it wasnt even that..it basically SUCKED.

the ladies presenting kept saying "um..em..um" like they couldn't find anything much to say...and they can't even elaborate on the interesting facts on the left/right brain! gah! i felt like shaking the chick and saying "ELABORATE!! GIVE US DETAILSSSS!!!"

the only fun part about the whole thing was that the group we chicks were with were cool. us 3 were in the same table with these 3 other chicks. and we all totally clicked.

anyways..one of the exercises that we had to do was brainstorm on this topic we were given. it was called "outrageous opposites". ok...for example. let's say your task was to create a new pizza. now the normal thing that you would suggest issss....new toppings rite? or a new flavour? simple enough rite? well for this task...you suggest a total opposite. something totally unheard of. something unconventional.

fun eh?

our group was given "summer social event". woohoo! siuk. lotsa ideas were flowing through us tarus. after much brainstorming...several laughs and silly ideas. we girls came up withhhh.....

our social summer event will be held INDOORS...and we would have an "ice theme". So all the decorations would have frost or something "icy". We would have a HuUUuuuugeeee heated pool, with icebergs floating around (plastic fake ones ofcourse). and we would have waiters serving the guest around in a penguin suit (to keep up with the whole ice theme). In conjunction with our ice-antarctic theme...our menu would be seafood. and and andd...we would also cater to our vegetarian guests...so we would have fish flavoured tofu. and did i mention that we are going to have fish-shaped cakes as well? (how awesome are we?). and for those guests who wants to stay in the pool and be served as well... we also have waiters in their swimsuits..serving them in the water!

since it's such a HUGE pool..one side of the pool will be completely iced over. where ppl can ice skate. so there are ice skates for hire. on the other corner of our HUGE indoor place...we would have ski slopes...skis are again, available for hire. and to keep up with the whole ice theme...we would put a snow making machine over the ski slopes..so everyone can have a feel for the whole skiing experience.

for entertainment...we organized synchronized swimming in the heated pool....some dancing with the ice skates on the ice...and also polka dance (a russian dance according to the russian girl in our group).

Later on in the evening...there will be some disco dancing on the ice.

And on the other farrr corner...we would set up a huge bonfire...so ppl can sit around it....have some mulled wine....marshmallows will also be provided if anyone feels like roasting some.

Guests who also feel like keeping themselves warm can also go in the makeshift igloo. Inside the igloo will be a bar and ppl can hang out in their and have some drinks.

SIUK KAN?? how cool was our idea?! hahaha.

ok...im going to go and watch wedding date now :P

2008-04-16T10:33:00.002+01:00

i just realized just how much work i need to have done. ok..let me break it down to you.

Monday ( 21st April)
Business Strategy tutorial

Tuesday (22nd April)
Taxation in theory and practice tutorial

Wednesday (23rd April)
Taxation assignment/test

Thursday (24th April)
Case Studies assignment

eh gila. 4 hari beturut-turut. so ive to do my tutorials really awal. i wanna get it down by saturday kalau bulih. and concentrate on my assignment and test saja. Phew. ok..i can do this!!

2008-04-14T22:29:00.002+01:00

September 5, 1985

Lucky Color:	Jade
Personality Strengths:	Creativity, Courage
Personality Weakness(es):	Eccentricity
Successful Career Path:	Finance
Sense of Humor Style:	Witty
Adjectives to Describe You:	bold, daring
Also born on September 5:	Coming soon
Description: The quintessential dreamer - your head is always in the clouds. You dream big and think different - and want to truly achieve something great in your lifetime. You are highly motivated and driven, while surprisingly laid-back and fun-loving at the same time

NYAHAHAHAHAHA. i love jade plang. i mean..i like wearing the jade bracelet. although i remember shattering mine cause i fell when i was rollerblading...(yeah i was wearing my jade bracelet - talor ah? hehe)

creativity? i suppose i do have creativity. aku pandai berbual sama kawan2ku. we can talk about random things and just go on and on from there. haha. esehhh...aku ada courage wah? shucks. im so kambang now. haha!

im eccentric? seriously? me? im unconventional and kinda strange? me? hehe. well i guess...im DIFFERENT. so i don't think that should be labelled as a personality weakness. hmpf...

successful career path is in finance? woooooooot! i guess im in the right path then. HAHA.

and apparently im witty as well. *fans herself* am i a steal or wat? ;)

im BOLD! im daring! YEAH!!

banar plang tu...im always up in the clouds. aku suka angan2 wah. especially when im walking to and from school. ill be listening to my music. and ill be thinking. and day dreaming. (not in class though mind you...aku pay attention in class - esehhhh~)

i suppose i do have a wonderful talent of being laid back and also be doing my work at the same time. such as now. im supposed to be doing my business strategy tutorial but im blogging. ish...si mizah ani. (i like to call it multi-tasking - some ppl might call it being distracted and off track)
~~tapi kamu sebanarnya jeles bah iatah~~

nyehehe. nadabah.

2008-04-14T17:38:00.002+01:00

talor oh talor. mengapa kau sangat nyaman? you know. i dont think eggs have enough compliments. compliments that they so rightly deserve.

they are so NYAMAN no? u know how u need to mix something with a food to make it more edible and nyaman? but u dont need that with eggs. no sirreeee...no u dont. u can scramble an egg....NOT add in anything...and its still oh-so-nyaman.

u can also make all kinds of eggs. but make i mean.... u have different ways of cooking it. lets see...u can have it scrambled...sunny side up...poached...boiled. and ahhh~ u can also have different kinds of boiled..theres half boiled....3 quarters boiled...and hard boiled.

personally...I like my eggs...3 quarter boiled...i like only the yolk to be liquid-ish. Yum...so nyaman. i also LOVE sunny side up eggs.

ahhh~ eggs oh eggs. i can never ever get tired of u.

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ok ok..enough talor talking. i just wanna post a shoutout to my babe mardhi!! congrats girl. you know we all lap you to the max!! :) so proud of you daleng!!! :)

2008-04-13T10:06:00.002+01:00

the five day forecast for sheffield will be cloudy, heavy showers, heavy rain, sunny intervals and light rain.

*sigh* it's enough to make a person be depressed. i hate how the weather is this spring. if you can even call it that. it snowed heavily last week. its supposed to be spring!! helllooOooo? last year we were already walking around outside without our jackets. blech. this weather is such a tease. YOU ARE A TEASE WEATHER!! its playing us wet,cold and hot. i hate dragging my umbrella around to class everyday. although i must say i like my pink bubble umbrella. murah kamuuuu! 8 pound arah one of those ebay shops saja!! comes in all colours. hehe.

btw...i didnt even know there's a difference between heavy rain and heavy showers -_-
apakan tu?

right now im in the process of uninstalling and reinstalling my itunes. its all screwed up. it doesn't wanna sync somehow. iatah aku MENTAL. lei says its not the cable punya fault. its the program itself. so i have to reinstall it. im just peeved at the fact that i need to make all my playlists all over again. feh feh.

me and my housemates were watching a beautiful mind last nite. yes.. i know...barutah kami kan meliat after all these years. but daymmm! it was such a good movie. it was so moving. *sigh* KAMU MESTI LIAT!!

2008-04-12T08:53:00.002+01:00

It's a saturday morning and i woke up at 7am. O_o

serves me right for sleeping bloody early last night. So now the whole house is still pretty quiet...i dont think anyone is up yet.

i woke up this morning and did my usual morning routine...look in the mirror when i first sit up in bed. my mirror is to the left side of my bed so i cant help but just look ok? and as usual my locks are all tousled and i get out of my bed groggily and walk towards my mirror. try my best to put my hair back in place (i try not to brush my hair, cause somehow i find that brushing it so early in the morning usually gives it SO much volume that it'll get super puffy - looks funny tho). since we're on the topic of hair...my hair is sooOoo longgg now...ngalih kalau kan shampoo wah! so me and fish are planning to get it cut..maybe next month kali. She's gonna wait for her hair to grow longer...she wants to crop her curls off. anyone care to join us? we'll get our haircut together! hehe.

got a text from my dad when i woke up tadi. he gave me the 12 digit pin for me to recharge my easi line. woohoooo~ thank god i received it...cause for some reason my easi line hasn't been receiving texts recently.... -_-

im craving for rashie's chicken pie.... RASH MASAKKAN KU. u know i lap u rite? and i know u lap me too?

*stomach roars* lapar ku eh. stupid pink patch obviously doesn't work.

2008-04-11T21:10:00.002+01:00

GAHHHHH!!! I CANT SEEM TO MAKE THE STUPID LAYOUT PERFECT!!!
*ROARRRRSSS*!!!!

*clears throat*

i was just about to bitch about how i can't seem to find my earphones. I misplaced it and couldn't find it this morning when i was going to leave for class this morning. Anyways...just as i was about to start grumbling about how i can't seem to find my shit in my room...i turned and looked to my left and lifted my tutorial paper...and lo and behold! there it is!!

apa ertinya nah? (since it was under my tax tutorial paper), it means i was supposed to do my tutorial...and if i was a good girl and did it tadi sudah...i would've found my earphones a whole lot earlier tadi. hehehehehe! kedapatannnn inda membuat kraja!!!!

tapi its ok lah. today is a friday after all. ive got the whole of saturday and sunday to be rajin. today is my day to relax and unwind.

you know i was just thinking. fish told me to read her lil sister's blog the other day. her lil sister...is the most random girl ever. she's so good at membual she puts me,fish and rash (put together mind you) to shame. seriously, that's how good she is. anyways, in one of her posts, she mentioned this cuckoo countess was it? i can't remember, but it was a noble lady in the olden days..Countess Bathory if im not mistaken. She would drink the blood of virgin young girls in her village. This is actually a true story. I remember reading a book on her dulu. I forgot what that book is called. But it was available arah the reading room masa di MS dulu. You know how we get to have one period each week in the reading room and we get to borrow one book home and return it the week after?

Anyways...i remember choosing that book. It's really disturbing though...cause that book is clearly.....for 18 year olds and above. At that time i was probably....um..in form 4? tsktsk. they should screen the books first. But that didn't stop me from reading it though. HEEHEE. It's all gore and blood and shit. It was a good read though.

We had case study tutorials this morning. It was such a memberi bangang class tadi. I mean...i was glad we had it plang...cause before that i had absolutely no idea how to go about doing the case study...and now i kinda have a vague idea? but nevertheless...it was still memberi bangang. -_-

I've researched some relevant materials that i could *probably* use...but i don't know... i haven't read them all plang. Just skimmed through. Ugh...i hate assignments. Boy am i glad business strategy nada assignments. But im gonna be a wreck for it during exams though...cause the course is 100% exam. *shudder* im just hoping my bullshitting skill will come through like it did when i had corporate social responsibility. yes. all i have to do is not panic...and stay calm...and let the bullshitting vibes flow through my body. *inhales deeply*

Aku ani sebanarnya kan passing the time bah. Fish is in the shower now and im waiting for my turn to shower. dum dee dum dum. we watched private practice ep 8 and 9 tadi while having our dinner. ep 9 is awesome! (it is also the finale for season 1)...i miss being looked at that special way from your significant other. *sighhhh* you know the whole when you walk in the room and your significant other sees u and smiles and looks at you kind of thing? ehhhh~ liat saja ep 9!

oOoo...i think i hear fish coming out now. aite. adios!

2008-04-10T10:17:00.002+01:00

I started watching private practice about two days ago. It's a new series. A spin off from Grey's Anatomy. To lovers and avid watchers of Grey's Anatomy...Private Practice is less...morbid...and it has less surgeries...and the problems that they face? it's more realistic and everyday-like. Well compared sama Grey's lah....so i like it :) i like it very the much :) hehehe

I'm bored with the layout of my blog sudah....so maybe i'll revamp the whole thing. Hmm. Im gonna give that layout i found another chance. Last time i couldn't be bothered cause i had other things to take care of. Todayyy...i've got time in my hands.

Listening to Mariah Carey right now. I know how some ppl say she's soooo having a mid-life crisis and everything. You know...with the whole boob job and oh so revealing cleavage. But you know what? i dont really blame her. She had a divorce...she needed something to make herself feel that she can still look and feel good. So i guess that's why she got herself the boob job. But hey, i still love her music after all these years. So....two thumbs up to her for staying on top of her game even when they've got TONS of divas now. Competition is stiff these days.

It's friday today. so ive got a wholeee weekend to do....nothing. But im not gonna do nothing. i plan to finish up my tutorials. Ugh. The worst thing to do in this world. But i keep tellin myself that im gonna graduate soon and all this? *points to big pile of papers* will be some bad memory. blech!

ok...im gonna get cracking with the whole revamp blog thing. let's see how that will turn out :P

2008-04-08T21:25:00.004+01:00

Ever had that one phase in your life where you think you have made a lot of bad choices in your life? and then that little thought that pops in your head just brings back LOADS of memories on all the mistakes that you've done in your life?

For instance, I was just thinking about what to have for dinner...(i haven't made my noodles - i know...somehow i wasn't feeling that hungry anymore :P) and i visualized my cupboard in the kitchen...and i realized i've got loads of indomee and maggi. and then that made me remember how last time i had to throw a whole bunch of em away pasal expire. and now im curious on the expiry dates of those instant noodles. i forgot to check it AGAIN before i bought it. last time i bought a whole bunch of indomee and maggi cause i was TOO malas to buy it balik2...and i ended up not having it and it was just sitting there in my cupboard for a few mths. in the end ku buang tah jua.

but anyways, my point here is that...i keep making the same mistakes over and over again. but this is just an example of the lil small mistakes i make though. How about the huge ones? will i ever learn from it?

gah! the draft exam timetable is making me think too much. i dont wanna screw up my last semester...i really don't. and just now...after i checked the timetable...i started planning out how my whole week is going to be. getting my case study ready...doing research...catching up on the reading materials for business strategy...reading up on taxation since im SO bangang at it. and i was even planning on reading up a bit for my taxation tutorials tonite. (a burst of rajin-ness brought about from my fear of exams there) and just as suddenly as that rajin-ness popped up, the stupid temptation of doing nothing creeps up again. CEMANA KAN TU?

its like ive got this uncontrollable impulse to surf...or...download movies...or....play those darn addictive games. as much as i tell myself that ill stop and only do it for a leeeetle while...i end up doing it for gee i dont know....4 to 5 hours? and then i get soOOO exhausted from doing nothing..by the time i finally pull myself together and start whatever it is that i was supposed to be doing...im already tired. haiyah. it's like ive got this insane disorder to keep myself occupied with silly things. during my 2nd year...ive got myself bloody distracted with my ex. and then last semester i got myself distracted with *another* temptation and now ive got other lil things to keep me distracted as well. when will it stooOOoooop?

eh talor eh.

ok..moving on to other things. i was on the phone with rashie tadi and we were just talking about photoshop-ing skills. she was saying xiaxue must be a kickass photoshop-er cause she looks butt ugly when her pics aren't photoshop-ed. im still not sure on my stand on that though. i mean...i wouldn't mind photoshop-ing my pics if i seriously look oily and ive got a monster zit on my nose. hell..photoshop away. but i guess theres a certain limit to being photoshop-ed though. like...if u don't look anything like it in real life...then that's too much. but taking off a zit here and there...taking the oily-ness away. that's alright with me. i mean...imagine this...this person who has never seen u in real life..and has only seen u through your pics rite? and all your pics are photoshop-ed to the max...this person thinks you're the most gorgeous flawless person on earth..don't u think it'll be a total mood killer if that person sees u how you REALLY look like in real life? after that person has all these high expectations on your supposedly gorgeous self? only to see how frumpy you are in person?

kan kan?

its making me think twice about photoshop-ing my pics. i mean...id rather have ppl think i look like a fright in pics and think i look fabulous in person.

i don't know why but suddenly i have sex and the city punya show in mind. i like that show. i like it cause that series shows the different kind of difficulties that women face in relationships. 4 different kinds of personalities...and the different things that they expect in a guy. siuk siuk. i really can't wait for the movie. i haven't seen ALL the episodes though. which is why im planning to buy the boxset series yg usulnya mcm the shoebox atu. lawaaaa. nantitah...when ive got extra money. maybe after my exams. cause i really can't afford to get myself distracted with TOO much things right now.

nah kan? im already thinking of other things to distract myself with. banar eh...thats like a talent i have or something. making myself distracted.

like right now. im supposed to be getting dressed...im still in my bathrobe btw. and i still haven't had anything to eat.

i just realized that ive been jumping from one topic to another topic. baik kamu inda paning ni? hehehe. bah bah. im gonna get dressed now. -_-

BLAAAADDIIII HELLLLL! i just remembered that i haven't taken my laundry out from the washing machine. now i REALLY hafta hurry and get dressed now.

2008-04-08T18:52:00.002+01:00

I watched 27 dresses tadi. I liked the movie :) especially what she said about the groom during the last few minutes of the movie. I won't tell u which groom ofcourse.. :P hehehe. spoil tia krg. but ya'll should watch it. lawaaa!

today aysya turned a mth old. ahhh~ called my dad tadi...and he said they sang her a birthday song. hehe. kiut. i still can't believe my parents are GRANDPARENTS now. it just reminds me how old everyone's getting. we're all growing up...getting our lives together and building a FUTURE. my gawddd~ im an ADULT. *ahem* but a young adult i should add. hehehe.

school started yesterday. i was really dreading it. and as usual...i didnt get enough sleep for my first day of school. *sigh* (i never learn do i?) i found myself getting a BIT sleepy during tutorials..had 2 more classes after that (ugh, monday's my busiest!) and i surprisingly found myself getting perkier towards the end of the day...i guess my brain just kinda got itself used to working again. But darn it...it feels like i just sat for my exams....and now im at school again. Oh...incidentally. the draft timetable just went up today i think. GILA! ada tia sudah draft timetable. but i guess i don't mind lah. that meanssss....my finals exams are near...(nerve-wrecking yes) but but buttt....that means im also nearing graduation day. and that means seeing my family again! yayyy! hehe. so im really looking forward to THAT. just wish i can fast forward time though.

oh oh..MAJOR news today. a friend of mine opened up a window with me on msn and told me that it has been CONFIRMED that MOE scholarship students got a whooping 20% increase in their allowance starting april 2008. how awesome is that? perfect timing i say. i mean...i needed the money so so SO badly for my graduation robe. yep...im planning to buy it with my own money. say you're proud. hehe. ppl who KNOW me should be proud. cause im SO bad with budgeting my money. seriously. you should see how depleted and karing my bank balance is. hahaha. you only live once bah..might as well make the most of it no?

and besides...im young and single and still a student. i shouldn't need to worry about my finances until i start working. so until i enter that really foreign realm..im entitled to be carefree! hah!

ok...im gonna make myself dinner now. im craving noodles with prawns. *drool*

2008-04-04T19:51:00.006+01:00

ahhh...haven posted anything in a while. Been busy catching up with things. Anywaysss...ive been trying to upload all the pics we took from our trip up on facebook. But the connection really sucks big time i have *no* idea why. But i did manage to put some albums up though...ive still got about 3 or maybe 2 albums worth of pics to put up kali...so thats gonna take a while to upload... *grumble*. So to those who are really curious about the pictures..you can check it out on my facebook! hehe ;P

im gonna post some clips up though...hehe. check it out!!!

You know how ppl always hate how they sound like when they hear their voices over again? I never knew i sound so dorky! haha. This was when kami baru sampai and was going towards the haunted mansion and we happen to come across other bruneians there.

Having some fun at "art of disney animation". They replaced my voice over Belle's. hehe.

Us during the studio tram tour. SIUK!!

Pretty ah?? You ask a girl to marry you when she's looking at this in real life and confirm ia say yes tu!! hehe

2008-03-30T13:00:00.001+01:00

Just got back yesterday evening. and boy oh boy am i tired!! it rained when i stepped off from the train....but surprisingly..it stopped when we got off the tram to walk to the house.

paris was heaven :) i loved it there. the ppl are friendly...no encounter with any bang-sist ppl at all. the only sucky thing about our whole trip was the weather.

Day 1
It was around almost 8pm when we arrived in Gare Du Nord. It was raining...took the metro to go to our apartment. Had a bit of trouble searching for the street our apartment was in, but this elderly couple asked us if we needed help and showed us where the street should be..(kan baik kannn??) hehehe...so we found it (rupanya it was only 2 blocks away... -_-)

oh and guess what? our landlord? he is so panas. But a neat freak O_o. His apartment is SO well kept. Not a dust in sight!! love love love the place. although it was pretty small...it was cosy there :) we were all hungry... so we all decided to explore the streets around the apartment and scrouge around for food. and guess what?? banyak kadai halal. how awesome was that? we finally settled for this kebab place around the corner of our street. nice guys....we ended up getting to know em...although the conversation was excruciating..they know little english...and we know little french...so most of our conversations were just hand gestures and elaborate sounds. haha. palui lagi tu eh...the dudes were tryna convince durang sai,lei and beng hui to send us home and then join them for some disco! disco! hahaha talor!

Day 2
Woke up early. We all companied Sai to the Plaza Athenee. and holy moly...that place is awesome. sai is a lucky bizatch. i fell in love with the walking closet...fish with the bathroom. lets just say that those places are bloody huge...so u can imagine just how the bedroom would look like. then after that we walked from the hotel toooOoooo the louvre. GILA KAN?!?! hehe. but its good though...cause we wanted to look at all the sights. on the way there...we passed the golden bridge..the concorde...and les tuilleries. took pics of all the really pretty sights ofcourse. the louvre was effin huge...we had fun though...weren't really interested in some of the paintings and the sculptures...saw de venus de milo and the mona lisa...catu rupanya usulnya..pikir basar...it was just a tiny weeny painting. feh. after that we just walked around and we were actually searching for a japanese restaurant...but we came across this chinese restaurant instead...and left beng hui in charge with the whole interacting thing... bagus lah... inda nyasal si beng hui ikut..he met a veryyy kawaii girl working there. haha. talor...gatal anak ah. tapi kami bekata2...the food is DECEIVING!! we thought it was cheap..but it was all ikut measurements...and the bill ended up being 50+ euros?!??!! grr...stupid mee with all the taugehs. feh feh feh. marah si fish membaca ni.. haha.

Day 3
EURO DISNEY BABYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!! was so psyched. smiling all throughout the entire journey there. ahhhh~ even the cold and windy weather didnt rattle me. had cotton candy...so taisliur...i wanna search for cotton candy di sheffield eh. siapa tau di mana bejual??? taisliur ku!! anyhooss...back to what i was saying..it felt like i stepped into a fairytale when i walked in. everything is so PRETTY!! and there was a huge pink castle. *sighhh* lawaaaa~

my favourite moments were during the parade. they played this one song "just like we dreamed it". It was especially created for it's 15th anniversary...it has that high school musical and disney cartoon songs kind of feel to it. it was beeeyooooteeeefoooool!! and then there was the studio tram tour at the walt disney studios...that one was awesome. they showed us the special physical effects. will put up the video of it soon. once i get hold of it from beng hui. they literally showed us the water rushing towards us from the mountain. gilaa! we shrieked!! hahahaha. the other one was the hollywood tower hotel. that one was effin freaky!! imagine being taken to an elevator...and havin it go down real real real fast. and then go back up again. then down..and up..and down all the way. berijab kan?? its like giant drop but over and over again. a must try ride if anyone is going there. two thumbs up! ull scare urself shitless there. hehehehe.

Oh...did i mention that we experienced three different weathers during the whole time we were there? at first it was cold...and windy..with a lil bit of sun...and then after that...it was raining lightly...and then it snowed...and then it rained heavily. but we persevered! yay! but we finally gave up when it was turning dark. the walk home was excruciating..we were all hungry...and freezing. and we decided to go to the japanese restaurant that was near our apartment. and guess what? it was MURAH and NYAMAN! darnnnn~ i love it there. i didnt have any of the sushi ofcourse...i dont believe in raw food. so i had the grilled salmon. yum~ that was heaven.

Day 4
went to the arc de triomphe first. it was effin huge. i didnt think it was gonna be that huge. then after that we just went souvenir shopping. came across SKECHERS while we were window shopping. i HAD to go in..been a skechers fan since...um....since forever!! so i looked around..and ada banyak lawa lawaaaa arah the new arrivals. and i know i need new shoes for spring, i cant keep wearing my boots during spring and summer kan kan? pasal my pink skechers sneakers are so BLUE sudah...talor wah. my jeans bleed..and its always raining here in sheffield...so u can imagine how buruk it makes my sneakers look. *sniff* so i needed new ones...didnt have enough money though...so i had to call my dad and minta permission to use the credit card. and my dad gave me the greenlight! hurray!! so i was really happy. wanted to wear it tarus...but my friends adviced me against it..pasal it was rainy season there right now...so i wouldnt want my new shoes to be stained. :P

after that we went to the eiffel tower!! it was such a looOOOng queue...and fish suggested that we take the stairs to go up. (yeah i know...kami deathwish) but how many ppl can say that they actually climbed the stairs to go to the top eh eh? we literally climbed the eiffel tower man!! tpi kami menyasal plang once we reached oh i dont know...230 ft? 300 ft sudah? haha. it was realy cold and windy...and we wanted to stay there sampai malam so we can see the tower light up...so we hung out arah the cafe. lawaaaaa the sights...so we took pics...checked out the scenery....and just chilled. and guess what?? we were lucky enough to watch when they actually switched on the flashing lights. so the tower was all blue and sparkly for roughly...ten minutes? then after that kana tutup balik and it was the biasa yellow lighting tia. took the metro home andddddd we had sushi again! hehe. nyaman *drool* (i had the grilled salmon again ofcourse - hehe)

Day 5
woke up feeling dreadful. we're going back to london today! boo! alex gave us our deposit back...and off we went to the train station. sampai arah brunei hall and it was panuh again. so we asked the dude at the receptionist if we could stay over at dijahs room. so we did. and we all memburuk the whole day the next day.

Day 6
liat dvd and more dvds. then we all decided to go out that night after dinner to search for scrabble. can u imagine we walked all the way from edgeware road to bond street just to look for scrabble??! talor wah kami ah. hehehe. but in the end we found one arah the big HMV arah bond st! hurray! jgn bali arah self ridges..talor mahal ah. they hike up the price so high my eyes bulged when i looked at the price tag. oh...and we stopped by arah chicken cottage before we headed to brunei hall. nyaman kali ah the bbq chicken!! yumyum.

Day 7
Dijah balik hari aniii! picked her up at paddington station. after that we just hung out and memburuk some more. had lunch at nandos...hung out arah whiteleys..i window shopped..durang lain..especially si fish brabis meny-opping. i would shop to fish..tpi bank ku punya balance tidak mengizinkan. hehehehe. remind me to buy loads and loads of books nanti. mental note to self. yupyup. then we got hungry again...and ate arah waffle house. nyamannn~ had waffles with icecream. then after that dijah wanted to have coffee arah starbucks...coz she needed coffee to wake her up from her jetlag..she wanted to have a normal sleeping pattern. but kesian tho..she slept early...around 10 something kali. so it was just me and fish yg liat cerita antu that nite. berijabbbbb~ but 1408 was good lah. john cusack. hes such a gooooodd actor. i would recommend ya'll to watch it :)

Day 8
woke up. packed. had lunch di bawah. the menu was soto with ayam. nyamannn~ i put a lot of chilli and soy sauce in it...so it was padas. i think ive got a weird taste...im into those pain-like tastes like wasabi and lada. heh heh. aku rindu makan pizza si rash now. *drool* train left for sheffield at 3 something.

oh oh..did i mention that im gettin clumsier by the minute? ive been gettin myself into lil accidents..banging myself against things lah.. oh...and i fell on my BUTT arah the stairs arah the apartment. ia punya tangga talor wah..it doesnt have a railing..and it was the spiral staircase..i was wearing my socks...so it was slippery. and i fell!! gah! my left side was throbbing and my left leg had a big cut. it wasnt deep though..baik jua si fish ada plaster yg basar. thanks babe!!

so now im looking forward tooOOoo....the bbq at havelock next week!! *drool* love bbq's during spring time. mudahannn inda ujan. and im really hoping that it wont be windy and cold.

will post up pics of my trip soon. just as soon as i get hold of semua durang punya memory cards. hehe.

2008-03-21T10:07:00.002Z

The house is so quiet..... -_-

no one is up yet. it issss..... 10.09 am rite now.

i tried changing my blog's skin yesterday. i found this really nice pink background with butterflies everywhere. ripped off the HTML...and embedded that to mine...but then when i previewed it, everything just looks all wonky...then i got too malas to usai it...so maybe ill do it next week kah...after my trip.. coz right now ive got more pressing matters. im trying to finish as much criminal minds episodes as possible. im wayyyy behind. ive finished season 1 last nite. heh heh. and now im up to ep 4 on season 2. im so proud of myself *pats back*

u see...i usually cant go on watching any series for long wah..i think i have a short attention span. i usually hafta take a break in between and do something else. but fish was there to give me moral support so it wasnt that bad. and i made sure i wore my uv glasses so i wont get eye strain. gila..banyak jua preparation sudah tu.

speaking of preparation...im gonna start packing today. im soOOoo excited about tomorrow. the much anticipated trip to paris is finally tomorrow!! yay! so ill be in paris for 5 days..and then im going to be in london for a few days after that. hang out with my friends di sana dulu. i wonder if any of the girls will be there? WANA!! ENA!! turun ke london lahhh!! and i wonder if dijah is back yet? that woman said she'll be back sometime around the end of march...it'll be nice to memburuk with her again. enjoyed our last memburuk weekend together. heehee. maybe we can play cranium again. hehehe.

i was actually supposed to go jogging this morning. tapikannnn~ there was this one episode i watched arah criminal minds..about girls being abducted while they were jogging. traumatized ku meliat. brrrr. so maybe ill wait a couple of days before i can get that episode out of my mind. or maybe i shouldn't listen to music while i jog...tpi inda siuk bahhh kalau nada music. but i *do* bring my trusty pepper spray with me and my cell phone discreetly tucked on the inside of my jacket.

..........

im waiting for the postman to come....where's my package ahhh?

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maybe i should have breakfast dulu....

2008-03-19T10:41:00.002Z

*sheila on 7 - kau kini ada playing in the background*

time: 10.46am
date: 19th March 2008
mission: write on blog
objective: make a kick-ass post

hehehehehe. ok. im jobless. :P

i had a very productive day so far. woke up early...cause i slept early the previous night. doh! and i was pleasantly surprised to find that today is nice and sunny! a beeeyooooteeeful day to go jogging! :) did my usual morning routine, switched on my laptop...checked my email...cakap arah msn skajap *grin*

did my warm ups....went out.

darn. atu sajuk.

i hate it when the weather *looks* nice and warm..but it isnt? grrr. but i braved the cold winds...and jogged. and then there's the jogging uphill bit. makes u feel so defeated when u reach the top and ur gasping and panting for air ah? ur expression when ur breathing heavily is not a pretty sight as well. oh...something totally random. a lexus SC430 whizzed past by when i was wheezing and panting...waahhhh~ lawa eh.

i cut my jogging route short coz it was too damn windy...so i got home pretty quick after that. did the usual 10 min aerobics and lifted weights after that...but lets not get to the mundane details now eh?

im actually waiting for my turn to shower now...just had breakfast...*sniff* i think i smell... -_-

doo dee doooooo dum dum~

u know...i was just talking to my guy friends in the kitchen while we were preparing dinner the other day...and i mentioned how we are gonna be here in 6 more mths blabla..and then azmi interrupted me and said "four". and i went..."oh yeaaaa~! four!"

it just hit me. im gonna be here 4 more mths lagi saja. and that got me thinking. time flies by sooOOo fast. i mean...it felt like it was yesterday that i got back here from summer hols. a lot has just been happening kali..maybe thats why it felt so skajap. but u know. im torn. im really excited to be going back home. but part of me is going to miss good ol sheffield...and im really going to miss living with my friends. ive grown quite attached to having them around me. im not gonna miss my single bed tho. blech. my double bed at home is ahhh~ so nice and big. miss just rolling around in a big bed. note to self: get a new mattress once i get home.

i guess its just like school and work. part of me is excited about starting work and not hitting those books again. but then again..part of me is also going to miss school life. and besides...there are a lot of responsibilities tied with being a working woman. im not sure if im ready and mature enough to handle all that yet -_-

decisions decisions. i guess thats part of growing up. i miss those days when i was younger when the hardest decision for me was whether i should eat the yellow M&Ms or blue M&Ms first :P

maybe ill pull a billy madison. tell the kids to stay in elementary school as long as they can. haha. start going all crazy and wide eyed...start shaking the kid in the face when they say they can't wait to go to high school.

gosh..this is turning out to be one long ass post.

speaking of post...i cant wait for my package to arrive! teeheeheeeee :)

2008-03-18T10:24:00.002Z

ever had those days where you are just so bangang and indecisive about everything? ive been having those moments more and more recently. For instance, just yesterday..i was in the kitchen and opening the cupboard and was thinking of what i wanna have for lunch. Saw my pasta...and i thought "cool! id make pasta...havent had that in a while!" and i went on to search for the ready-made pasta sauce.... (whaaattt? its easier bahhh....hehe..and quicker :P - FYI, i know how to make my own pasta sauce, i just cant be arsed to do so)

and then i changed my mind...cause in the middle of going through the jars and tins...i came across baked beans!! and i thought maybe i should have baked beans with half boiled eggs since ive got tons of eggs in the fridge!

put back the pasta....and the jar...and took the baked beans out.

and then i remembered ive still got loads of prawns in the freezer and i should finish that before it goes bad. put the baked beans tin back inside the cupboard...took my pasta out and searched for the pasta jar again...

and then i remembered that i need to finish the eggs by the 26th...(i dont know why those eggs have an expiry date! barutah ku tau eggs ada expiry date tu....) so i proceeded to take the baked beans out again..

and then i was mentally slapping myself cause i realized how bloody silly i look putting things back in and taking it out balik2.

so in the end i just went along with baked beans.

talor eh

2008-03-15T20:39:00.003Z

"i'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, im out of control, and at times, hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best."

i really like this quote from marilyn monroe. and i think its cause i can really relate to it. i am THE most insecure person i know. i get insecure about a LOT of things. for instance, just recently, i was complaining to my friends about how fat i am. but its true though...i have gained some weight..well compared with the same time last yr lah. and i think the reason why im fatter than i am last yr cause last yr i was playing netball like every week. this yr...i havent joined any sports. so i try to make it up to myself by going jogging. but the thing is..i havent done any lately...one things was coz of the exams..and then classes have started..and whenever i try doing it during the weekend..it gets really cold or its raining. so u can just imagine how tough it is for me to do any jogging at all! so that usually just leaves me to do a lil bit of workout at home..in my room :P which is very limited and leaves me with very little choice gah!!

and darn darn darn..u know wat else im thinking about rite now? i need constant attention. or else i think that no one is interested in me. my friend rashie said that maybe im a bit on the high maintenance side...i really do get what shes trying to say. but i cant *help* it bahhh...if i dont get the attention that i think i need...i get all moody..and grumpy...and then id start thinking all kinds of nonsense things..and i start gettin insecure....insecure about myself..my looks...my grades...my love life...GAHHHHH!!

and then my poor friends would have to get the brunt of it cause i go to them and whine and pout and they'd hafta listen to my rants.

heh heh heh. sorry kamu. but i laps u all for layan-ing me. god knows i really need attention rite now.. kalau inda mental ku sudah kali. *sighhhh*

2008-03-14T08:40:00.001Z

You Are Medium Maintenance
You aren't as hard to deal with as some girlsBut you aren't the most laid back chick eitherYou're easy to deal with 90% of the time, but watch out for that 10%!If the guy you are with has good intentions, then calm down a littleBut if he's really screwing up, don't waste your breath - move on :-)

nyahaha. i knew im not psycho

2008-03-14T06:29:00.002Z

This is a real funny videoclip. Totally addicted to this song right now. its been on repeat in my itunes for 4 days in a row now :P. But this videoclip is funny cause of the guy. Capi wah his expressions. He is so over the top for *everything*, check out his expressions throughout the entire this videoclip. Masa ia main guitar hero cali ah. haha. I am not surprised why Mariah Carey fell for him though (in this videoclip), any guy who would do all that with a girl is a keeper!

2008-03-10T23:15:00.002Z

Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned....

*evil cackle*

bah laki2 di dunia ini...jgntah kan begatal. kalau kan begatal putus tah dulu sama cewek mu atu..lapas atu manasaja tah kau. jgntah tamak ani...atu saja aku punya advice. krg mcm si ted moseby arah how i met your mother krg.

orrrr...u might end up like this good for nothin brother at ashanti's videoclip. check it out!! powerful lyrics. gue suka banget!!!

2008-03-09T17:09:00.010Z

my lil sister just sent in pics of aysya (yeah, i was right..its aysya). shes so TINY!!! well ofcourse she is..shes a newborn baby! kiut eh!!! i have no idea who she looks like..but i was talkin to my dad on the phone tadi and he said she looks like both parents. oh-kay. i still dont see it but OMG...shes ADORABLE!! i just wanna pinch her cheeks!! EEE!!!!

my dad said aysya is slightly taller than me...aysya is 52cm...i was 51cm. hehe. and i was 3.12pounds?or was it kilos? and aysya is 2.9pounds/kilos. haha..so i was shorter and heavier. figures. i was an obese baby btw. yeah..thats right...obese..not overweight. u shud see pics of me when i was a baby...i cant FIT into my clothes.

there was this even funny incident...(how my mum told the story lah) she said i was really kusut one day..i was just crying and crying and i wouldnt stop? so she figured maybe i was feeling hot cause it was a hot day or something? and she tried to take my top off..but i was TOO kusut that i didnt let her...so in the end u know what she did to take the top off? she had to gunting it. hahaha. so off my top went. and then barutah aku diam. HAHAHAHHA.

Her pipi is so TABAM!!!

Just wanna pinch those cheeks!! EEE!!!

I love it when babies are all wrapped in their blankets!!

Cute mittens

Wanna pinch that nose too! why are babies so adorable??!

SHES SO TINY!!!! u just wanna play with her and put her in your bag ah?!

see? i told u i was fat. eh..not fat..obese. seriously..i was. i was probably a few mths old here. i love my old curls. no idea how i lost those ring-like curls. *shrugs* and i don't know why i was doing a weird pout as well.

2008-03-09T10:38:00.003Z

I have a problem.

You see....my problem is that i procrastinate. i dont just procrastinate. the thing here is that...i dont mind it at all. eh wait...scratch that...i actually love procrastinating. that is the only explanation i have for doing it so much...i must love it right? but then again..if i can see that it IS a problem..then does that make me love it? eh talor eh..i wont talk about this anymore :P

ive been procrastinating dari tadi...ive been up for an hour or so sudah..and i just made my bed about 5 mins ago..AFTER i blogged on my other blog that i share with my girlfriends since our high school years. the link...that i just put up on my blog there to the left. as you can see. its password protected ofcourse. hell will freeze over before we share what we talk about intimately to the public :P hehe. why even bother putting a link to it u say? cause im a tease. hahaha. nadabah..so aku sanang go from one blog to another lah..inda payah type the addy lagi. its just a click away! im so smart...someone pinch me.

i have my itunes blasted on my speakers rite now..and im just listening to all kinds of songs..and it just baffles me (in a good way) how they have lotsa nice songs in this world. i mean..how do these ppl actually come up with all these different melodies? tunes? words? creative ahhhh? i gotta have me some of that creativeness...god knows i need lotsa creative flow in my brain rite now. darn these assignments!

but anyways...back to pleasantries...nice songs. yes. songs that can actually lift up your spirits when you're feeling blue...bored...passive. have a listen to em! some of em are classics brabis..but antah..i love it!

Big Mountain - Baby i love your way
Craig David - Officially yours
Blackstreet - I wanna be your man
Cher - It's in his kiss (the shoop song)
Bodyrockers - I like the way you move
Courtney Jaye - Can't behave
Weezer - Island in the sun
Weezer - Keep fishing
Starship - Nothing gonna stop us now
Fergie - Clumsy
OAG - Permaisuri
Katherine McPhee - Love story
Sheila on 7 - Kau kini ada

The list actually goes on and on...but have a listen to these songs and try and prove me wrong! :P hehe

Ok...im gonna stop procrastinating now and have my brunch now :P

2008-03-08T20:37:00.003Z

Volunteered for the Uni-Smurfity for the Bluebell Wood Children's Hospice today. and daymmmmm...am i tired. i had fun though.

Met up with the rest of the volunteers in front of the Student Union building...we get to choose which smurf we get to be. (didnt really matter though...we all looked the same except for the tag names we had)...so i chose vanity smurf. i think vanity smurf is the smurf that always had the flower and mirror with her. heh heh.

and then i had to get myself painted. they each provided us with this lil bag with the hat, pin and paint inside. so off i went to the toilet to paint myself. and daym! did i look scary all blue. remember mystique from xmen? yup. BERIJAB! haha. i didnt really wanna paint myself

everywhere...so since i was wearing a long sleeve shirt...i was content on painting my hands...my face and part of my neck saja. hell i wasnt gonna paint EVERYTHING
.

waited up around for the rest to come but guess wat? most of the ppl who signed up was a no-show. so from 17...only 9 of us turned up. tsk...really bad of em to sign up and then NOT turn up. and they didnt even have the courtesy to call. tsktsk.

anyways....it was actually REALLY cold and windy by the time we got to the city centre..so when we arrived at M&S...the lady in charge from the Bluebell Wood told us that for health reasons..we should all go inside and wait till it stopped raining. so my task was to help ppl with packing their groceries at the till. and i actually had FUNNNN! haha. it was a nice shock to see all the old ladies get a fright when they look at me though. hahaha. *evil cackle*...they'd be shuffling
along in their flats...working their way to the counter...(where they havent seen me yet) and they'll be putting their stuff on the counter and ill go "hello! can i help you with your packing?" with a huge grin on my face.

old lady will go "oh!! i didnt see u there! yes dear...pls" while holding her hand to her chest,with a slightly bewildered look on her face.

HAHAHA.

there was this one funny incident jua. there were a whole bunch of ppl lining up in a queue..and this old lady that was about 2 or 3 ppl behind were asking the cashier..."so is that her name? vanity smurf?"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! i cracked up when she said that. so i had to explain that we are with bluebell wood..and that we're raising funds for charity..and that they probably asked us to be a smurf...so that we're blue...and they're bluebell wood. and that smurf is actually a cartoon..and vanity smurf is a character....with the flower on her head. hahaha. and she was listening to me intently and nodding her head.

waaaahhh~ lapas atu she was going "wat the hell is this blue asian kid talking about and when is she gonna stop yapping? ill just fake it and nod vigorously as if im totally getting what shes saying"

hahahaha.

some of the smurfs had to actually go around the moor area and entertain ppl though. but get this..we CANT ask for money or shake our buckets...we just kinda be innovative and entertain ppl...and just let ppl give us money willingly. boy was i glad that i didnt get assigned to that task
tho. *phew*

we were given M&S vouchers so we could get anything to eat at M&S and then eat at the M&S staff cafe upstairs..wooOOoohoooo~ aku pernah masuk arah staff only areaaa~ haahhahaa.

Us before going to the city. Guess which one i am? hehe.
L to R: Me, Heather (couldnt wear it on her face coz shes allergic to it), (didnt get his name), Hannah, Annie, Felix, Daia (sp?)

On our lunch break

How the staff cafe looks like. not bad eh?

And you get free hot drinks... what nice fringe benefits!! haha

Fine lah...we'll take a close up pic so Daia could be in it as well :P haha

2008-03-08T07:53:00.004Z

KAKA JUST GAVE BIRTH TO A BABY GIRLLLLL!!! heheheheheh! lawa lagi her birthday tuuuu! 8.3.8! eeeeee!!! i think her name is aysya. I THINK LAH. i remember kaka mentioning that name before. hehehe. and and her name dpt tebalik and will still be spelt the rite way. hehehe. LAWA AHHH?? hehe. holy moly! im just so happy rite now. she just gave birth a few mins ago...just got off the phone with my mum. my mum hasnt seen the baby yet...so i still dont know how the baby looks like coz my sister is still in the labour room. darn it! but i did tell my mum to tell anis to take pics and send it to me krg. krgtah lagi ill hassle anis. hehe.

a tribute to my new niece! *choke* *sniff* i can't believe im able to use that word now. my niece!! EEEE!! im all choked up! hehe :') Clay Aiken singing "isnt she lovely?"

2008-03-07T14:07:00.002Z

OMG!! FUNNY AS HELL! haha...check out both videos. i swear ah..some of these stars are so useless they don't know what to do with their time (and money). they're doing what the rest of the world are doing with youtube. putting up stupid videos of em online! haha

2008-03-06T16:54:00.002Z

YAY! my worries are over! i have enough points to be qualified for the sheffield graduate award! *takes a bow* heh heh. So for now all i have to do is compile my portfolio....submit the draft to the coordinator...have her give me some feedback to see how it is..make some changes to the portfolio and submit my final draft to the careers service on the 14th! simple enough rite?

i haven't actually GOT the award yet...it all depends on my portfolio and what the examiners and the external examiners will think lagi. So im really hoping ill get it! amiinnnnnn~

So im guessing im really going to have a very hectic and longggg week after this weekend.

Case studies assignment due on the 13th....exam results will be out this 13th as well and the portfolio on the 14th. GAH!!

Someone kill me

2008-03-05T19:30:00.004Z

Had an induction for the sheffield graduate award tadi. Was a bit worried about what the outcome is going to be...i mean...i wanted to know how they calculate the points for each activity and all...and true enough...after the briefing ended...i seriously think i won't have enough points to be qualified. and guess siapa tah ada jua di sana nah? si wannn! anak atu...dimana-mana saja ku tejumpa. mua nya saja. :P

*sigh* expressed my concern with the lady in charge...so i've got to meet her tomorrow for the drop-in sessions. darn it. i was thinking of using the whole day to catch up with my case studies assignment..didnt feel like going out. so now i hafta! grrr...so i suppose ill just do it after that lah. might drop by at the information commons or something if im up to it :P

i wanted to make a good impression on the careers service ppl just in case i needed to persuade to let me join the scheme...hehe. so i dressed up smartly in a way to show that im err...a serious and dedicated student? haha.

Can't help it...i just love cam-whoring :p

me and fish went to the city centre before that though..she needed to go to clinton cards and i needed to look for slippers. my pink furry house slippers are so BURUK already...it was all tattered and torn everywhere...memberi kesian usulnya...so i just had to get new ones. found real cute ones at M&S. comfy brabis lagi tu...at 7 pounds..it was quite a steal. hehe.

oh oh...and they had a live band playing when we were at the city tadi...siukkk. they were real good as well. apparently they're the no 1 jive band in the UK. made up of real old dudes though..nevertheless...they can really play :) i think they were holding it in conjunction of some say no to drugs thing or something. it was sponsored by the church of scientology (sp?) gila..bangga tom cruise meliat. haha.

See the guy in black at the far left with that awkward lookin pose? ia sorang siuk sendiri dancing mcm si taie. haha. but it was pretty catchy..makes u feel like dancing jua slajur. hehe

Say no to drugs? payah sikit bagi aku... i need my paracetemol! *wheezeeee*

2008-03-05T09:44:00.003Z

i was watching a *bit* of malibu's most wanted last nite. i know..sorry you guys..i was just really bored...but i swear i only watched like...a bit (yeah,more like half actually hahaha)

ok..im gettin a bit side tracked here. anyhooosss...there's this one really funny scene i liked. it was about these two friends dissin each other and making yo momma jokes. *ahem*

girl: yo momma so fat!! she got every caterer on sppppeeeeeddd diallll~!
guy: what?! uh-uh! uh-uh! yo momma so fat that she uses mexico? the whole country? as her tanning bed!!
girl: yo momma so poor that for halloween, her trick was her treat!!
guy: yo momma so poor, that her tits are real!!

hahaha...talorrr talor durang ani. hahaha.

check the vid out..they are so funnyyyy! hahahaha

2008-03-04T20:20:00.003Z

*ingkar by bunga citra lestari playing at the background*

current mood: happy happy to the max!

ok ok..i think i hafta start my story from when i woke up. heh heh. why? cause i just want to lah. cause i actually woke up feeling like crap. the thing is...i stayed up late last nite (again! i know...im so tancit) anyways..u see..i stayed up late cause i was trying to finish up my biz strategy tutorial questions. the thing is..its a relatively EASY case study to do..but i was just sooooo sleeepppyyyy...and it was already 10 in the evening...and i just didnt feel like finishing a whole case study u know? so i had a BRILLIANT idea...why not watch a movie while i do my work rite? so since i just recently downloaded "first wives club" on my laptop..might as well watch it rite?

(ya, i know..first wives club is such a classic..but i remember loving that movie..and true enough...i spent like..most of my time watching the movie than doing my work)

so yes...so i kept pausing lah...doing my work..watching it again...so in the end i finally finished my work at 2.30am! wahhh...and i had to wake up early the next day. my class is at 9am today...so i set my alarm clock to 6.30am. thats like...4 hours of sleep only!! so before i slept...i checked again and reset it to 6.45am. wats the use if i know im gonna press snooze again rite? might as well savour the extra 15mins of extra sleep. HAHA. and true enough...i pressed snooze tadi...so i ended up showerin at 6.55 just now.

*ahem* so i went to taxation class... and MY GOD. i nearly died lah. there was a guest lecturer from pricewaterhouse coopers again rite? and this guy was so DRY! well to me lah...some ppl had different opinions. but he didnt even give us the slides...so i was forced to try and listen to wat he was trying to say..and i was mentally strangling myself cause i was just so TIRED from lack of sleep and the fact that this guy was not captivating enough to keep me wanna listen to him is bad lerrr...so by the end of the lecture..i was just ready to go to biz strategy tutorials. bounded out of class..and almost ran my way to management school. (only had 5 mins to go from 1 place to the other) biz strategy was bearable...did the usual things lah.

after class....me,fish and rash went to the moor to go buy our usual groceries that we need from the local chinese shop. then we went back to rashies place to have our lunch. bought chicken and chips at the chicken bar. so niceeee...really stuffed myself. *pats tummy*

then after that...me and fish attended the team working skills workshop at octagon centre that was held by Accenture (i still wanna work there) and OMG that was when the drama started.

basically we started off the session by introducing our (lets see if i can remember)

name
course
what i expect to get at the end of this workshop
what i wanted to be when i was younger
my most memorable team working experience

so victoria (the accenture representative) made us form into groups of four...i was put in another group and fish in another group. i liked this group i was put in..there were all laidback and nice ppl. so we introduced ourselves within our group...and then gave the feedback to the rest of the group after that. then after that comes another activity (and this is when most of the drama started)

there were 24 ppl in the workshop altogether rite? and we were put into groups of 8 now. so there were 3 groups altogether rite? i was in a different group than fish lagi lah. so anyways..the first activity in this new group...we were told that we are stuck in a desert island, and are given a list of 20 items...and then we can only pick only 5 items from that list...pretty basic...and we got on through this task just fine..no major tension and disagreements...Fish's group had a pretty heavy argument btwn these two architect students...both very headstrong lah..so u can imagine that both didnt wanna mengalah. heh heh heh! then comes our next activity...(this one is BRABIS DRAMAAA slajur) our task was to construct a gas platform by using 40 straws, cellotape and scissors. and this structure has to be strong enough that it could hold a brick, be at least 15 cm high. the group who can accomplish this will win. but at the event of a tie, the group that uses the least amount of straws will win!! awesome activity eh? so i was REALLY excited. especially when she said she'll be announcing a winner and there will be a lil prize!! yayyy! hehe

so anyways... we discussed the design...and then went to proceed with making the structure rite? oh..and there is no actual brick..but the lady did have a HUGE water bottle (filled ofcourse) as a substitute for the brick. anyhooo....most of us agreed on making this structure..and this ONE girl (HAIIYAHHHH) telampau banyak pikir wah prasan ku..she was just naggin and saying that she doesnt think our structure will hold and all..and just kept being such a pessimist. but the thing is ah...she was just complainin all throughout the 2o mins we were making and building the structure..no contribution or help or anything..she just NAGGED. ya allahhhh...ngalih ku kan melayan sudah...i just tried to calm her down by saying if this doesnt work...we can proceed with another alternative but what was important now is trying to finish this asap and see if it could work...and then our time was up!! and we finished it just in the nick of time.

(oh, and fish's group? gila....banyak arguments ia cerita..u see...theyve got TWO architect students in her group - and yup..you guessed it...both are the headstrong ones! so they mostly argued for like...25 mins and only made their structure for 5 mins! pokoknya ancur lah..lawa sudah and they kept changing their structure. ALL IN THE DURATION OF 5 MINS mind you!!! gilaaa. so in the end their lawa structure kinda looked all distorted and weird)

so in the end...we all had to bring our structure in front...and the lady tested it. fishs group inda dpt hold the water bottle. the other group could hold the water bottle...and then came my group! we could also hold the water bottle! YAY! BUT...we won cause our structure was taller!! hahahahahha. so WOOHOO!! my group won! and our prize?? a huge celebrations chocolates box!! yayyyy! tpi in the end we all shared with the whole group jua..hehehe. (teamwork kali ahhhh?? bulllliieeehhh?? hahaha)

after that me and fish went to rashies place to pick up our groceries that we left at her place...and then we went home. and that was when i had my happy good news. i got an email from kaka! and she told me that shes due TOMORROW!! omg....that got me all excited and happy tarus. :)

im gonna be an aunt..im excited..and also scared at the same time. but omg!! a lil cute human being will be a new addition to the family!!! :) so ive been all giggly and happy and excited ever since :') *SNIFFFF*

cant wait cant wait cant wait!! i wish i can fast forward time...hehehe. i wanna see PICTURES!!! will probably proudly post it up soon :) hehehe. depends on how fast the response from my family would be plang tu... hehehe :P

2008-03-02T16:25:00.000Z

Forgot just how much this song is so.......listen-able. Check it out! :)

2008-03-02T14:43:00.004Z

The malaysian society held "Sheffield Malaysian Games" on the 1st of March. So that was um...yesterday. Yes. heh heh. Anyways, woke up before the bloody break of dawn yesterday. Felt really groggy...cause i slept late the previous night. I know..im so silly..i never really learn do i? anyways, rushed through..cause um..silly me kept pressing the snooze button. ha! so i had to skip my breakfast in order to arrive at Rashie's place on time. :P

But we stopped by at Tesco Express on our way to the city..so i grabbed a bag of butter croissant. NYAMAN!

Had to take the bus to go to the Concorde Sports Centre.

Anyhoos...to summarise the whole day...Us BRUSHEFF ppl joined Badminton, Football (2 teams) and Basketball. And im proud to report that WE WENT TO THE FINALS FOR ALL CATEGORIES!! WOOHOO! (nyasal ku inda ku netball hmpf..)

Brunei (Football) got thru to finals....tapi sayang...we CUD'VE won champions..lost by penalty. *sigh* but its ok lah...2nd is good enough. at least they came home with medals and not empty handed kan??

Zie and Zur got 2nd place for badminton as well. Atu pun sayang jua...but their opponents were tough lah.

Mizi totally bombed in basketball tho. GILA..that dude knows his stuff. and they got 1st place!! didnt take pics of them in action tho...ive got crap megapixels wah...heh heh. But syam covered a lot of them on facebook lah...so its allll goOooodd~

Pokoknya? CONGRATS EVERYONEEEEEEEEEE!! you all did gooooooddd :)

Decided to stay over at Rashie's place that night. it was dark dah by the time i need to get home...and it was raining and windy as hell...so it was awfully dreadful to be going home alone. :P

Us during the opening ceremony
L to R: Khairul, Izzul, Syam, Zaiem (at the back), Wan and Zie

Aku mau ikut gambar juaaaa hehe.
L to R: Zie, Rashie and Me

At the badminton court
(At the far back) L to R: Zur, Some guy they play badminton with, Zie
At the front, L to R: Ainal, Syam, Rashie and Me

Lelaki termenung kan cewek yg tinggal di desa. haha. bahapa kau kan tu ah?

Urg khusyuk meliat main badminton
L to R: Zur, Zie and Khairul

Love these guys. FUNNY to the max. penyokong setia Brunei.
Borneooooo~ BorneooOoo~ haha

The top 2 badminton players! :)

The guys hugging and congratulating each other after the final match

All of the Bruneians taking a pic at the end of the day :) si Johan ani...speeeyul slajur...lets take another shot ya?

Say BRUNEIIIII! :)